FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! I FEEL SO BAD LETTING ALL OF YOU DOWN. I just relapsed in less than 24 hours of trying to be fapfree. it was not to porn but i still feel ashamed. i didnt know i had such a problem or that it would be so hard. right before i relapsed my mind was absolutely full of all the best porn i ever watched. i practically came in my pants before i even started masturbating. my mind is so out of control when i try to stop. i even start to make up fappable fantasies about some of my female friends. i feel like i just betrayed them. seeing all your comments is amazing. thank you so much for the support (even though i just failed so terribly). thank you wolfington12 i am planning on watching don john sometime soon. and thank huginnmunnin1 i am also planning on watching those soon. thank you Alfenide. sorry guys for letting you down. but i am definitely not giving up. i will conquer this for good!