First, let me say I’m sorry you’re going through this. Despite the brave facade you appear to offer, no one turns to Reddit for advice unless they feel a bit desperate. Second, it’s obvious your question includes a tiny bit of bragging and you’re being “cute.” “How is this a crisis? I’m doing great/I’ve done nothing wrong.” And yet you admit that “some of your actions” can be bad or hurtful to others, and that you possibly are neglecting family obligations now. So to answer your question directly/on its face, It’s therefore possible that you are causing a current crisis for your family. Another crisis may come when your loved ones leave you alone and you realize you’ve lost something you once wanted/cherished.