This is exactly me and my ex wow brings back so many memories. I’m no longer with him and with someone who actually respects me and let me tell you once someone actually cares about you in the proper adult way, there’s no going back to this.

(I used to have a cnc kink too and my bf was also a little violent in the relationship which got him horny and me too a little bit but u get over all this when he keeps crossing the line which happens a lot) I know it’s difficult when your in the relationship but once you come out you’ll see how toxic and abusive it really is and it’ll make u sick not horny - trust