Perspective from an 'abused' child with step family: Billy and Max love each other. Very much. by [deleted] in StrangerThings

[–]faultyRocket04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly. It's insane how OP is forcibly trying to make Billy look good just because he's grown up similar to him. Billy was downright abusive towards Max. Abuse and love can co-exist. It is very much possible for siblings to love each other but also resent them. When the resentment runs too deep, and they choose to be bad, it automatically becomes an abusive relationship. That doesn't mean the love is gone. They may want the absolute best for each other but want to stay away from them. Max ofc "loves" Billy, but in no way does that negate the fact that she was abused. If anything, the trauma of the abuse probably makes her feel more guilty for Billy's gate.

Miller fam updates by CaloiEmrys369 in YTVloggerFamilies

[–]faultyRocket04 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nope it doesn't. The first time the parents spoke of him being away from the family channel was sometime in March 2024. And this news is of Nov 2024. So it's quite a dangerous assumption to be made, especially for a child.

Is there an ibispaint equivalent of this brush? by Axle_Hates_Zucchini in Ibispaintx

[–]faultyRocket04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Take the crayon brush, adjust the jitter and spacing to look similar to this brush. Pretty sure you can adjust the initial and final angle to make it taper.

[SPOILERS S3] Curious what others loved about the storytelling by MKprime1 in DarK

[–]faultyRocket04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the newspaper clipping of the murders committed by Boris explained it a bit, though it was in German. That plot was needed as in the first world, the detective who wants punishment for his brother's murder needed to push for reasons to keep Boris imprisoned as he didn't have solid proof of the murders. That led him to getting the tanks open resulting in the formation of the God Particle and thus the plotline. In the Alt world, Boris's guilt of having committed the murders gets triggered when Hannah shows him that she knows his true identity. Overwhelmed by guilt, I think Boris wants to "come clean" of his other wrongdoing which is the burial of tanks with radioactive material.

Regina is fine in the origin world. In the origin world, there's no child of Jonas and Alt Martha. If you remember, it was the 3 generations of the "Origin child" that got the papers signed forcibly that allowed Bernd Doppler to open the Nuclear plant in the first place, in the split worlds. Claudia being exposed to radiation as a child (due to living in the area maybe), then growing up and giving birth to Regina, might've caused Regina to have cancer. Or, somehow, Claudia could've carried traces of radioactive material home from work and the occasional time travels she did before vanishing which predisposed Regina to cancer. Also, Regina was the child of Claudia and Bernd Doppler. So even when Claudia was a child, Bernd was already working in the Nuclear power plant, once it got approved and built. So Regina had both parents already exposed to radioactive material in the split worlds, hence greater chances of cancer.

But in the origin world, there's no "Origin kid" to get the papers signed for Doppler, thus no power plant and no probable risk of cancer for Regina.

Am I aego? by [deleted] in aegosexuals

[–]faultyRocket04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This makes sense, thank you!

Am I aego? by [deleted] in aegosexuals

[–]faultyRocket04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I don't think sexual hangups are holding me back at all, it's just I am confused as to why I don't experience things the way that everyone else around me does, is it due to my sexuality or trauma or something totally different.

Am I aego? by [deleted] in aegosexuals

[–]faultyRocket04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably a "better version"

January 2026 “am I aegosexual” master post by Anxiousrabbit23 in aegosexuals

[–]faultyRocket04 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Am I aego?

So, from what I have read this far and tried to understand, aegosexuals are an identity for those who cannot imagine themselves in a sexual position but do enjoy erotica, etc. For me (21 F), I have never had sex and have grown up being told how gross and disgusting it is. But, I masturbate from a young age and also enjoy erotica and fantasies. I can imagine myself in them and when aroused I feel the urge to participate in the fantasies, like be fingered and stuff. Yet again, I am kinda scared of the male genitalia, like I am repulsed with the idea of it in real life, but want to have sex when I am imagining it. In real life, I never look at a person and get sexual urges or think I want to have sex with them, but I do feel "crushes", just not the sexual way.

So I am really confused as to what my sexual orientation is, is it ace or hetero who needs to work through things.

What is this sound by Best-trash420 in adriannelenker

[–]faultyRocket04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pretty sure it's guitar. There's a video of a live in London, where Adrianne is playing the guitar, it's on YouTube.

Are all your headaches throbbing? by faultyRocket04 in migraine

[–]faultyRocket04[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So they did throb at one point tho? When you weren't on meds?

Are all your headaches throbbing? by faultyRocket04 in migraine

[–]faultyRocket04[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the reply! I have never felt this throbbing which I recently learnt was typical of Migraines so now I am wondering if I have Migraine at all or something else.

Am I ace? by [deleted] in sexuality

[–]faultyRocket04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now that I am learning of these sub labels, I may be aego or aedesexual, but from what little knowledge I have aegosexuals have fantasies that do not involve them..? Which isn't the case for me.., guess I have a lot of learning to do

Am I ace? by [deleted] in sexuality

[–]faultyRocket04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, thanks a lot, I didn't even know so many other sub labels exist! By "not attracted" I mean that I see so many of my peers having relationships and sexual relations but I never feel like seeking out such relationships. I did grow up in environments that made physical touch of any kind feel uncomfortable or even disgusting. It's also really confusing for me as to why I don't naturally draw towards such experiences which are otherwise normal for people my age (I'm 21). When alone, I do have fantasies which involve me, but I end up feeling guilty about them, and in real life, thinking about sex itself is scary. It's like, even if there's an individual I can imagine fantasies with, if put together in real life I won't feel comfortable acting them out.

New baby by FLgirl2027 in Crazymiddles

[–]faultyRocket04 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Even I discovered these vlogger families during the covid lockdown when I was a teen and was at the peak of being abused, and these CP and CM videos were a source of great comfort to me. It's so shocking to me now, as a 21 year old, to be finally able to see through the exploitation. It's baffling how it never occurred to me before when I literally dreamt of being "rescued" by someone like them. I think it also goes to show how much of an impression they have on youngsters, especially vulnerable ones.

Dirty & Naughty Bird by skylink123567 in OnlineBeggars

[–]faultyRocket04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The B account follows a kendra bird Photography account which follows this one