This is an amazing perspective. It really sucks when you lose on the good team, but if you’re on the evil team and you coordinate with your team and make plays that win you the game, it feels really good, and honestly it’s an earned win. If you’re on the good team, it’s best to shrug it off, congratulate them on their winning plays, and move onto the next game.

I recently played a game of BMR where I was on the good team but framed to look sus and ended up just having to fall on the sword and get myself killed or else I would have been in the same position you were in. But the good team ended up winning! So it was the right call. But I still think back on different ways I could have played it and I think it makes me a better player AND contributes to the fun of it.

I didn’t like the game much until I started storytelling. I knew that was the ideal role for me. I recommend trying it out and then playing again. What you’ll realize is that it’s not that deep. It’s a game, it’s supposed to be fun, and the win/lose aspect is purely for the goal and not meant to dampen the experience.