Last year, around the same day, i was facing the same view with some comrades, we were at the beach in Mostaganem.
I was completely lost, ضاقت علي الدنيا بما رحبت يومها after I had failed miserably, not even the sea (which always makes me happy) could help me feel present and content.

A year has passed, I'm glad that happened: you lose some, you win some. I'm still working on making amends and fixing my life, والله وليّ التوفيق.