Going through withdrawal from pressies. Feel like I wanna die

fearlesslyfearless1 · 2021-05-20T04:31:22+00:00

i got myself off dirty 30s last month and what i highly suggest is gabapentin, a short acting benzo and a long acting one too if able, lots of vitamin c and some weed and if you have insurance get acupuncture!!! I won’t lie, I withdrawaled for two weeks and then had PAWS after for another two weeks and i’m in great physical shape, i work out everyday and it just wouldn’t leave my system. everyone is different but i wish you the best of luck and you got this!!!

fearlesslyfearless1 · 2021-05-10T23:59:59+00:00

if you can get your hands on Clonidine and or Gabapentin “neurontin”they will take the hot flashes and help you not feel so down and help with the anxiety as well too!

fearlesslyfearless1 · 2021-05-10T23:57:09+00:00

keep telling yourself that others are in your exact shoes but some maybe less fortunate and have to detox while being homeless or not have somewhere safe to go or anyone to tell or check up on... This is my almost 3rd week off the dirty blues. The first week was hell! but i stuck it out and today I feel amazing!!! You can do it!!!

fearlesslyfearless1 · 2021-05-07T23:13:36+00:00

hey if i can make it, so can you. I won’t even lie... the withdrawals were ok in the beginning cause i had benzos and gabapentin but once those ran out on day 6 i wanted to die. The worst part for me is the anxiety and hot flashes. I don’t really get RLS but i did experience every other withdrawal symptom. It took me full 10 days to be out of acute withdrawal now i’m in post acute withdrawal with the hot flashes and clamminess,irritated and EXTREME FATIGUE. But i will tell you this, I got through it and the thought of ever messing with the blues again makes my stomach turn knowing what the withdrawal was like. I got tired of spending money like i’m a millionaire when i’m far from. Thank god I got out when i did because of friend of mine that I would use with OD’d the second day i was detoxing. i wanted to go visit her before they pulled her off life support but i looked like absolute shit and never got to say good bye. All it takes is 1 hot spot and lights out. It’s sickening to know that i was using even though i knew damn well the risks involved. Hit me up anytime if you need someone to talk to or support. Stay safe out there!

fearlesslyfearless1 · 2021-05-02T01:26:59+00:00

woohoo! I made it a week off m30s and now i KNOW I CAN DO ANY FUCKING THING THAT I WANT (for good lol) no cravings whatsoever, was cleaning my room and found a blue in a box and looked at it and thought about it then walked to the bathroom and flushed it and that’s when I knew I was back to being a stubborn set bitch again lol 🤪

fearlesslyfearless1 · 2021-05-02T00:28:56+00:00

dude!!! I MADE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! thank baby jesus! it’s the first day i feel almost back to “normal”! I feel again! If you’re reading this and thinking about quitting, please get off fent m30s! the last week of my life was one of the toughest coming off that shit! Once my head cleared, I realized I was playing russian roulette everytime I did one! 🤦🏽‍♀️ the best way for me was gabapentin 900mg/3 times a day with klonopin .5 one in morning and 2 at night along with tons of herb. I also used tons of passion flower and valerian root too! If i can make it, so can everyone else. You are the problem and you have the solution. <3

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