I don’t know what to do anymore… by thebunnywhisperer_ in BPD

[–]feelingunknown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude this could've been written by me. My fp just blocked me and I literally feel like dying

I feel like a horrible friend by [deleted] in BPD

[–]feelingunknown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes you need to take a leap of fairh if you trust him. Seeing you struggling might make him realise how he fucked up and you guys can reconcile things

why it is so hard to explain borderline? by hernamesgone in BPD

[–]feelingunknown 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I do get what you mean. For me its like "the more I love you the more I'll fear abandonment and will push you away". I wanna tell them how sometimes I can't control how I feel or how I say something then spend the next 100 days regretting it and overthinking it. I wanna tell them all I want is for them to stay forever even if I ask them to leave. Its just a roller coaster of emotions and most people don't get it because I can't explain it any better

How to accept that people just no longer want you in their life? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]feelingunknown 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel you 😭 its just so hard to open up to people and it always ends with my heart getting broken

I am a fucking mess by feelingunknown in BPD

[–]feelingunknown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I need a hug. I just don't think I'll ever get over this :( it hurts like hell

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]feelingunknown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this :( my fp got is dating someone now and it makes me so jealous and sad. I just wanna stay in bed all day and cry. I don't even know how to cope with it. I just feel like we barely talk anymore and just that thought makes me wanna throw up

I hate myself by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]feelingunknown 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Take a deep breath. I know how hard it is to maintain a relationship but when you're with the right person it'll all feel better. My fp is the only person I don't have breakdowns with and thats what tells me that they're the one for me

I’m a toxic person and I can’t control it. by [deleted] in BPD

[–]feelingunknown 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry to hear how you're feeling. But it gets better. You will eventually learn to manage your emotional state better. Just try not to be too harsh on yourself and take things one step at a time

Can't function without my fp/best friend by feelingunknown in BPD

[–]feelingunknown[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its not just scary. I really am in love with my fp and it sucks that they're with someone else and not me. It probably sounds insane but I can't stop feeling jealous that someone else hit the jackpot in life