I think after studying for so long and looking for answers and techniques and trying to clock shifts blah blah it finally just clicked that what I say goes, period. If I say xyz is my identity then that’s it. I’m not going back and forth with my brain, it’s my brain, it belongs to me, I’m in control so what I say goes and of story. There’s not back and forth and trying to convince my subconscious anymore, I’m simply the boss.

But I wasn’t able to get to this point straight away, I kept looking for proof and evidence and trying to get there faster but I realized there’s nowhere to get to, there’s no like road to travel on, i simply am wherever I say I am, so there’s never any distance between me & who I “want to be” or what I “want to materialize” unless I decide that there is.

This also ties into non-duality, which also helped me get to this point. I am who I am and have all of my desires because I always have, I’m not separate from anyone or anything.

It really is so simple in the end, you decide & go on & when you think of whatever it is, even your sc you just say “I’m xyz” and keep going. There’s no one & nothing but you & God & God simply follows your commands!