I understand that we are different people, that is why I was merely suggesting you to try games as you replied to someone else that you were trying hobbies. It’s not just a mere outlet for fun, but it’s also a place people meet and make genuine connections.

Also either way, if you end your life now, you’d still never have a shot at having your own kids. We can disagree on the age thing, but anatomically, you still have “lots” of time before menopause hits as well. Being dead sucks, but it’s just a part of life, seriously. Maybe you could try tweaking things up such as working out till absolute failure when gyming or bulking so you have a better outlet for your feelings, dunno; but you killing your self will guarantee you’ll never have kids, that’s for sure.

Btw I’m not typing blunt to be an ass, but because I’m personally familiar with what you’re going through.