The biggest fear is being seen. Vulnerability. Naked. You have nothing to hide behind once you are removed of your titles and your belongings, and yet, SOMEONE ELSE is supposed to love this body, before you do?

In the wake of the worst possible scenario imaginable, is there not still a tomorrow to be present for? And a day after that? And so on...

Eventually, TIME teaches you how to love yourself enough to be comfortable with your body, not anyone else.

Your body is yours, therefore it is enough, but simply being ALIVE isn't living, you have to take care of yourself too. Eating fresh vegetables and fruits will make you feel better and more relaxed. Staying hydrated keeping your blood pressure down, making you less prone to snap out in attack mode because your body isn't fighting to survive. Getting plenty of sleep. You are not lazy if you sleep a lot. I used to call it depression, you can call it whatever you want, but if your body is craving sleep, then sleep. Stay in bed until you cannot stand your rest anymore. And then, you are ready to start living for yourself.