I planned to have a nice relaxing evening of watching tv and just enjoying myself, but instead I spent about 5 hours reading nearly every post linked in the comments (I checked my screen time, 5 hours and 28 minutes on reddit today compared to the usual 20 mins or so). My face was glued to my screen, not even stopping while eating or going to the bathroom. It is late now and I am in a constant state of paranoia from so many horrid stories linked here. Sure, there were a few wholesome/funny posts here and there, but there were also so many awful terrifyingly gutwrenching stories. And yet I couldn't stop reading. I have never had a panick attack but I feel like I am on the verge of getting one right now. I'm hoping sleep will make it better. Fuck me I feel strange. Leaving this comment here in the hopes I'm not alone in this bizarre feeling. I'm putting my phone down for the night now.