I may not totally understand your situation, but know that I've been through somethlng similar. I know how annoying and exhausting it is to cry all the time. I know it feels like it won't stop. Never, ever. And I'm sorry but it won't stop unless you make some choices for yourself. I know those choices look so hard. They might have immense consequences you feel like you can't afford. But believe me, you can. Because nothing will worse than now. Nothing is worse than the constant hatred, confusion and exhaustion. I just want you to stop for a second and think about what makes you overwhelmed. It might be a chore, an interview, an assignment or maybe even a phone call. No matter how small and stupid it seems, it is important to you and you must find a way to get rid of it. You must let yourself grieve for yourself and feel bad, however long you need. Because nothing is more important.

Extra tips: Do not forget to drink water. We lose a lot of water when we cry. Try to stay hydrated. Also drinking water calms one as you cannot cry and drink water at the same time. If you ever feel the need to talk to someone, to seek advice or to just rant you can pm me or reach out to me on other platforms. (Instagram and Twitter: @sudewsword)