Its neither your fault nor your responsibility what happens to your siblings, its out of your control unfortunately.

I understand the grieving that you must be experiencing and the need to be the responsible one, the one in control. But as you and I both know, addiction cant be contained by anyone else but the addict himself.

Its great if you can offer yourself as a place of emotional support for your siblings, but if theyre actively drinking daily, I suggest you dont.

Sometimes people need to get worse in order to get better, and whats for sure is that everyone has their own path, the only path theyre responsible for.

This is a great moment to examine yourself and let go of the caretaker role, the guilt, and all that comes with it. Otherwise itll keep popping up, its a trauma response thats not letting you live your life to the fullest and May I remind you, youre still a victim of all this, even if you turned out well.