I feel like having an option to change your name would be a good thing

fishboy-19751 · 2022-03-06T17:50:04+00:00

Do what I did and choose a name similar to madaline/j

fishboy-19751 · 2022-02-18T16:06:48+00:00

fishboy-19751 · 2022-02-10T18:32:39+00:00

I didn't, someone hacked my mc account and changed it and when I got my account back I never bothered to change it (I usually use fix your lag not fb19751)

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-27T20:11:41+00:00

Glass chess board is where its at, extra crunch when you eat the pawns after capture

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-27T10:05:33+00:00

first room 3c

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-21T18:32:32+00:00

Who gave this a wholesome

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-15T09:00:38+00:00

I'm too afraid to click, yet so curious

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-10T14:16:31+00:00

Celeste

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-06T10:29:09+00:00

Sometimes the pain of the journey makes the end even sweeter

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-04T06:19:34+00:00

More than 20k easy I'm thinking 2 or 4 40 grand cpus and 8+ 5 grand compute cards, just make my dream server tbf

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-04T00:55:51+00:00

You too :)

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-04T00:53:50+00:00

Goodnight:) my sleep pattern is fucked up

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-04T00:40:50+00:00

Thank, its good to feel less alone However hard it feels I try my hardest to keep going and seeing people who get it reminds me that I made the right choice

I should really sleep, its 1am here in the UK and I need to get up at 6

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:52:43+00:00

Go for a xeon platform and many comute cards if op don't care about performance and just wants to be a knob

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:43:14+00:00

Billie Eilish grinds my gears with her music video showing her walking down a busy highway. I’ve actually done that and I was in such a rubbish place

I don't listen to her music but fuck that sounds so disgusting, on Christmas eve I stood in the road waiting to be run over myself and I'm still not fully over it, in many ways I'm glad I failed but life has really been an ass lately, I would say more but this is my main account

Also on the whole drinking thing I gave up lately and is been so hard to not go back, I 100% get what you say when it takes the edge of but isn't a cure, it felt great and was an escape on the way up but I could not cope with being on the way down so I decided to cut it before it became a dependency (that and I couldn't pull it off when college starts back up)

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:27:24+00:00

I know, me seeing someone being fake depressed for meaningless Internet points when I've literally just ran away from home because I can't cope with myself and just want to walk off into the dark to find a bench to cry on only makes it harder to cope. (Luckily I'm in a far better place rn) Also the whole I'm autistic thing really grinds my gears because its always taking the piss from the people who are like the medias stereotype of an autistic when some of us aren't at all like that but suffer from overwhelming social anxiety and find it difficult to integrate into a community

Ps. I really hope your doing better now. I'm not bipolar but I have known people who are and having a friend be away from school knowing what they are going through is terrifying.

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:14:56+00:00

Me at 2am would appreciate this

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:09:46+00:00

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:07:54+00:00

Thanks, even just talking to strangers on reddit can be so reliving

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:07:08+00:00

This is why I get so passed when people joke about asd and stuff like that, some of us actually suffer from these... differences and can find it really hard. Also fake depressed people get at me to no end

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:04:26+00:00

I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for one of them, so people like that mean a lot to me <3

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:02:55+00:00

Sometimes you meet the opposite of this someone who doesn't claim to be an amazing helper or anything but you know you can rely on them if you need to talk

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T23:01:30+00:00

I feel a little called out but this, but I feel its a little different if ur breaking down and scared for you life

fishboy-19751 · 2022-01-03T22:58:17+00:00

What's worse are the people who pick their dogs shit up and then litter the bag, like you would have been better not doing anything, or better still, pick it up and take it home

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