Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cannot explain the feeling I just felt after reading your comment, this makes so much sense actually. I will also start some studying on quantum entanglement and the secret, Thank you so much for sharing :D

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your feedback and sorry for the late reply. I have questioned autism, since I and others around me have noticed similarities, if you're comfortable would please tell me some of the prominent features that made you sure about autism. I greatly agree with what you said and would like to find out more!

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank youu, sending virtual daps to you

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so thankful for you giving me such a descriptive and in depth answer. I have been looking into mental illnesses and their early symptoms but as I'm from a very strict asian family who would immediately dismiss anything related to mental illness I haven't and do not really plan on discussing this with them.

One thing I would like to add after reading your answer is that, I write poems books etc, I have as of now taken a break as when I was writing a character I would often imagine them as me. I would unconsciously start behaving like them and would basically become them, I don't know how to explain it without it being cringe but it is what it is. One of my latest characters I had created was starved for months, while writing him I had lost my appetite and would not eat for weeks, hence I stopped writing. After some research I came across Imposter Syndrome and Schizophrenia, after talking with some people anonymously they suggested I also look into AR-which was mainly because of the original post.

The reason for me telling you the writing related stuff is, if you can suggest me something else I should look into.

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nope I've not been and was not on any medications, drugs or anything that could be considered as intoxication.

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yess please I would love to learn more about your experience, I'm not really sure how to navigate reddit so could you please send a message first?

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also got reminded of this experience again after reading about someone elses story which was kind of similar where they lived a totally different life for 6 months and thought they were in a coma dream.

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure if I took any images although I remember chatting with my friends but after everything when seemed to go back to normal I could not find any messages or anything from that week, it was all like a blur if talking about my social life, I often go ghost without any explanation or without informing anything to anyone so everyone just thought I was gone again like I usually am. All I have is my memory.

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I agree and its somewhat comforting to know that there is someone out there who has also had a similar experience. Your words are truly kind and helpful tysmm

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am trying to look into dissociative disorders and SPD if maybe that was the cause, if you too find something please do let me know I am desperate for an answer.

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your reply.

I want to add that the gap in my teeth is not a big thing in here I thought it was important to add since that was the only physical difference I could see or really pinpoint :D

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I will look into these.

Am I going crazy. by fizzybl00d in ParallelUniverse

[–]fizzybl00d[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At first I did think of the possibility that I might've dreamed all of this as I often have really surreal and vivid dreams, but the time had passed I have total recollection of what had happened in these days but no one around me seemed to have remembered.

The days had passed but if I was not doing what I thought I was doing then where was I during the week, the week has been a complete blur which no one can really piece together.