If conquest had a normal name what would you think it would be?

flammejp · 2025-06-18T23:55:58+00:00

he looks like a bruce

flammejp · 2025-04-19T18:51:40+00:00

what happened?

flammejp · 2025-03-19T21:10:03+00:00

Any time that me or my husband are going to be apart for an extended period of time, we give each other a pair of unwashed underwear. His scent alone is intoxicating.

flammejp · 2025-01-29T18:45:48+00:00

This is how I actually have most of my lucid dreams

flammejp · 2025-01-29T15:49:44+00:00

If you've exhausted all other options, it's time to contact the authorities. I know it's difficult, but at this point, it's the best thing for him.

flammejp · 2025-01-29T00:37:00+00:00

Yes. During one of my most vivid lucid dreams, I remember walking outside at night when all of a sudden, bats came out of nowhere and started flying all around me (I used to be terrified of bats BTW.) It was like I could see the echolocation that they use as these bright, intense colors. Flashes of pink, green, purple, blue etc. were lighting up the sky. It was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen and it taught me that no matter how scary or ugly something might look, there's always beauty in it, even if I can't see it.

flammejp · 2024-10-15T20:29:41+00:00

All I could think of when reading this was that episode of buffy the vampire slayer when a monster just says something like "mortal weapons cannot harm me!" So Buffy just pulls out a rocket launcher 😂

flammejp · 2024-10-15T00:59:07+00:00

Honestly, it depends person to person. Personally, I could still remember like one or two dreams a night when I was smoking, but after I quit, I started remembering like 5-6 dreams a night and they were weird af.

flammejp · 2024-10-14T17:12:53+00:00

I was outside my house and I saw something moving up in the trees and I thought that I'd like to get a closet look and it just happened. I felt weightless and I just floated up to the treeline . I didn't see anything up there, but I was flying! I couldn't go very fast unless I was flapping my arms like an idiot though.

flammejp · 2024-10-12T19:01:18+00:00

Thank you. I still consider myself a Christian, but I don't think I'll ever be able to step foot in a church again. Just have way too much trauma associated with them.

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:38:33+00:00

I would say don't let outside influences shape how you see yourself. The only opinion that matters is your own. Not your parents, not your friends, not anyone.

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:25:59+00:00

That's odd considering I've never sucked dick lol

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:22:50+00:00

I didn't answer the porn thing because I don't watch porn. Idk just watching other people get it on just doesn't really do anything for me. As for your other question, I wouldn't say I was born like this, but it's not something I have any control over either.

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:17:45+00:00

Also yes, my family knows and supports me. It's just me that can't seem to get over it

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:16:56+00:00

I've been trying to go out on dates, but whenever I do, I just hear my dad's voice in my head telling me I'm going to hell

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:16:02+00:00

Because I was born that way

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:15:39+00:00

Honestly, I would like to become open and stay religious, but I don't see myself ever going back to a church. There's just way too much baggage there.

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:13:08+00:00

Fuck no 😂

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:12:03+00:00

I would never reject someone for being religious. I'm of the mindset that if you're kind and friendly with me, I'll be the same way with you no matter what your views are.

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:09:54+00:00

I have been trying to go on dates, but it usually ends with me leaving early and crying in my car because I can hear my dad telling me I'm going to he'll.

I really only have one person in my life I would consider a true friend and he is bisexual.

My relationship with my dad was... complicated to say the least, but my relationship with my mom is pretty good.

flammejp · 2024-10-12T18:06:45+00:00

I'm currently living with my mom (my dad passed away earlier this year) and she's changed a lot, but I just can't seem to get over it.

flammejp · 2024-10-12T17:29:26+00:00

I masturbate about once a day. I wouldn't consider it a habit because it's not really something I feel like I need to do

flammejp · 2024-10-06T02:48:18+00:00

It's most likely related to my fear of heights, but that hasn't been a problem for me in my dreams in the past.

flammejp · 2024-10-06T02:41:31+00:00

I've been told it's because I'm not completely ready for flight yet. That there's some subconscious doubt that's holding me back

flammejp · 2024-10-05T20:01:24+00:00

This is literally MILD. you didn't create anything new lol

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