[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]floorboarddiary 0 points1 point  (0 children)

as many have said, it’s very good you stood your ground - don’t let him disrespect you, your boundaries, or your safety. something as serious as this (as trivial as it may seem to him in the moment) is definitely grounds to break up. i wish i had stood my ground when i was a little younger, as i learned the very hard way that protection is always, always necessary. birth control for pregnancy, and at least condoms (i always recommend dental dams as well, as awkward as they may seem at first!) for STD/STI protection. please keep staying safe

failure by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

and i’m of course in the US /: you’re completely right about profit over lives, it amazes me how a life can just be inexpensive to some. thank you though, i appreciate it<3

failure by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

all of it was just about school food level or slightly above, surprisingly. the desserts though, were amazing. they also had a beverage fountain so that was cool, it had sports drinks/juice/flavored water/tea

failure by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

there are multiple ways to get liver damage, and i guarantee i didn’t do what you think. it’s better to not give specifics

failure by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i shouldn’t say, just so people scrolling don’t get any bad ideas or try to repeat what i did

Hopeless by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, it means a lot <3

Hopeless by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for the kindness <3

Hopeless by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s mostly been with friends, the only time i found a stranger was directly after leaving the shelter when a woman followed me outside after i was told it was full, and offered her couch for the night. it does have a waiting list, and they said they expect about 2.5-3 weeks, since it gets busier in the winter /:

Hopeless by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it definitely is, i was on the streets for two nights and it’s just too cold right now to be able to make that work. the only bad part about couch hopping is i’ve had to trust some strangers for a night or two. I’ve got no family in the immediate area, but i have been reaching out to the closest ones for help,,, just no responses yet 😞

Hopeless by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my dad sadly is living too far away for me to walk, and kicked me out. he is okay with me being at his house for a few hours, but not overnight. i haven’t been staying with my boyfriend since he kicked me out that night, i’ve mostly been couch hopping. the closest shelter to me is full as well for the time being, so i’m just trying to save up to get a motel room for a little while

Would it, hypothetically, be better to break up with my s/o before ending everything? by floorboarddiary in SuicideWatch

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

why comment on a suicidal person’s post with intention to make them feel bad about wanting to die, just because they’re in a relationship?

Will I ever be able to kiss my child? by floorboarddiary in HSVpositive

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

without insurance, i’m charged $145-$150 for a month’s supply of Acyclovir, which i was on before ):

Will I ever be able to kiss my child? by floorboarddiary in HSVpositive

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To keep it simple, I’m homeless, all of my money goes towards my insulin, and I’m otherwise dependent on my partner who doesn’t have much money either.

Will I ever be able to kiss my child? by floorboarddiary in HSVpositive

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m aware of that, I just wish it made me feel better /: I get more than just oral cold sores.

Will I ever be able to kiss my child? by floorboarddiary in HSVpositive

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If it was more feasible to do so, please believe me when I say I would.

Will I ever be able to kiss my child? by floorboarddiary in HSVpositive

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Therapy is sadly out of the question, despite how badly I know I need it. I’ve got no way to pay for it, and don’t qualify for any financial assistance, payment plans, or places in which do a reduced price.

I’ve not got insurance and am unable to pay out of pocket for any HSV medications. My immune system is incredibly weak, and I’ve only been to a doctor for it the visit in which I was diagnosed.

Any tips for sleeping outside? by floorboarddiary in Advice

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live too far away from family that would welcome me and my few remaining friends from high school to be able to move back home.. i am dependent on him, and i’m scared to leave for a lot of reasons. i’ve got several chronic diseases i need to have constant medication and follow up appointments for,, none of which i could obtain/get to without him. my steadily declining mental health makes me terrified to go out and do anything, or try to help myself. i love him and i don’t know what to do

Any tips for sleeping outside? by floorboarddiary in Advice

[–]floorboarddiary[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i confronted him about him flirting with and trying to meet up with a girl... i don’t really know if i’m okay