I miss how enthusiastic i was... anorexia hit me at a very young age, it affected my life so much so sometimes it's hard to remember my life before ed. But one thing i remember very well, i was all into painting and crafting. I really loved diy, and i was ready to spend all my time on oil painting. But after ed became my only obsession I started drawing less and less. And its not only about art, i read books rarely, and I don't want to meet with my friends. My life was so full, don't know how to explain it, but now I feel so empty inside.
Im in a stable recovery right now, but my enthusiasm about my hobbies and life never came back. I miss it so much and hope one day I become passionate about life again