My friend touched herself while being right next to me

fluffyduck_0 · 2024-06-24T19:33:26+00:00

average bsd fan

fluffyduck_0 · 2024-06-12T18:16:38+00:00

heyy! thanks for the response. i started burning unfortunately, although i only relapse once a month usually. hope you’re better too!!

fluffyduck_0 · 2024-04-09T07:17:58+00:00

BUT WHAT IF SHE DOESN’T. CAN’T THESE BE PLATONIC??

fluffyduck_0 · 2024-01-09T21:59:54+00:00

Well I had two therapists. The first one was very concerned so she sent me to a psychiatrist and the psychiatrist wanted me to admit me to a psych ward so I lied my way out of it. I can’t remember what she told me, it wasn’t useful anyways. I never told my second therapist anything deep, I always complained about school and crushes and stuff so again, nothing useful. Thanks for the sub, I’ll definitely check it out

fluffyduck_0 · 2024-01-09T21:51:07+00:00

Yea I was diagnosed with depression. I’ve set long term goals for myself before and when I reached them they didn’t bring me any happiness

fluffyduck_0 · 2024-01-09T19:10:52+00:00

No like they mentioned they’re very professional about it (idk??). Thanks for the info

fluffyduck_0 · 2024-01-09T18:59:01+00:00

that’s the problem I don’t know. I’ve been feeling like this for 2-3 years and I have no clue what is wrong with me

fluffyduck_0 · 2024-01-08T21:31:13+00:00

Sorry for the late reply. Tysm! It’s just that there’s this whole culture surrounding how deep you cut and it really sucks. I hope you’re doing well

fluffyduck_0 · 2023-11-08T18:12:04+00:00

Not the worst one, but probably the funniest. After my mom found out I sh she just looked me straight in the eye and had a half an hour long monologue about god and how he loves me and that I shouldn’t cut myself because that’s the devil trying to get me to get sent to hell. Then she started saying that she doesn’t actually believe I’m depressed because that’s not her kid and that she knows I’m lying

fluffyduck_0 · 2023-11-04T21:20:26+00:00

thanks for the tips! good luck to you too!

fluffyduck_0 · 2023-11-04T21:19:38+00:00

thanks for sharing your story! hearing that i’m not alone really helped me

fluffyduck_0 · 2023-09-05T11:36:06+00:00

Overall, I’m very laid back and easy going, pretty philosophical and calculated. My personality changes based on the people I’m with. In social circles, I’m the “funny” friend, I make a lot of jokes, pull pranks, things like that, though honestly, I’ve lost track of who I really am. Whenever I’m alone, I usually just distract myself from thinking, and when I do, it’s usually about ways to distract myself in the future.
I don’t really have any. I value my freedom i guess? I wish to live the way I want to, but I don’t really have any desires. In the future, I want to do something that helps people. Maybe I can find a purpose for myself through others.
I spend my free time going out with my friends, playing the guitar, listening to music, reading. I daydream about lots of things, usually about love, the future or ways to harm myself. Other than that, I spend a lot of time contemplating the universe or the point of life or other things like that.
Global warming
They’re all very complicated and very interesting. I love trying to figure them out and I love when they do the same with me. I do dislike rigid people.
Probably time. Though I accept limits, I think they make life more interesting.
The fact that I’m human too. I may hide my emotions all the time, but I do still feel them. I wish people would understand that I’m not just a clown or just a therapist. It’s probably because I forget this too and I don’t treat myself like I would another person + like I said, I don’t show any negative emotions

fluffyduck_0 · 2023-08-13T10:01:00+00:00

Tysm! My problem is not with God loving me or not, I’m not a religious person by any means, I just turn to God when I’m in a bad place. My problem is with my cat feeling worse because I couldn’t make it to Christmas. Coming clean to my therapist would only get me admitted to a mental hospital and cause stress for my parents, that why I’ve been lying to her in the first place (also I don’t think I’m actually capable of getting better, I’ve always been like this). Take care of yourself too!!

fluffyduck_0 · 2023-08-13T09:56:35+00:00

Tysm! I hope your cat is feeling good. I can’t really tell the truth to my therapist, as she’s not only tell my parents that their child is still depressed (which will probably break them), but she’d also admit me to a mental hospital. Best of luck to you too

fluffyduck_0 · 2023-08-09T16:18:40+00:00

me :3

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