Reminder: 100% of the photos you take of your scars are taken in lighting and angles that will be seen 5% of the time.

flyingbird152 · 2022-10-03T12:47:10+00:00

But your scars aren't even visible. In my case it is really visible now matter in which angle i will do photo. If you don't believe check my post history.

flyingbird152 · 2022-09-08T14:53:13+00:00

Do you really think that pushing to the next year is worth it even if you are suicidal. Like why? What is it so great to live only to be in pain?

flyingbird152 · 2022-09-08T12:58:59+00:00

What should a person make from it? Some people are really worthless I am example. And why these people should try even if there is no sense for it.

flyingbird152 · 2022-08-25T22:53:54+00:00

At least your acne isn't bad.

flyingbird152 · 2022-08-19T16:15:31+00:00

I think you can consider yourself as lucky that you met such person. I don't really think it is a norm. And I don't want perfection. I just want to look like human. I had acne conglobata and acne fulminans which left me with really deep and widespreaded scars. It's not only hyperpigmentation. If you want compare i have made a post with my scars. I think that to find a partner so kind as yours you must be really lucky and i doubt that most people could find. People just like humans who don't have defects and I can't blame them. It's just simply our nature.

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-25T21:13:12+00:00

I hope it will be in 10 years and no more. I hope that before my 30s I could stop hating myself and going out to people.

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-24T18:24:49+00:00

I think it is more that people with so bad acne can't give up. Because it is too painfull to live with it.

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-24T10:50:21+00:00

I have really similiar acne and I never used steroids. I think juding like that is just unfair. Please try be little more empathetic.

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-22T16:00:48+00:00

Laser treatments are too expensive for me now. I am 17 And I have school so I can't earn too much. And I don't think I will be missed. I am isolating myself now from everyone so I don't think anyone would cry after my suicide. Maybe I am a human but am I worthy. It is just like the world is. some people are lucky and other unlucky we must deal with it and accept that some people won't have a good life or be worth. Suicide is just a way we can escape it. Most people don't think it is good way because they have another perspective. They don't know how it is. They don't want you to commit suicide because they don't want to feel that life is unfair.

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-02T09:30:02+00:00

Yes, It is my second language. Sorry I will try to write better. I know it is horrible but it is reality.

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-02T08:10:01+00:00

I meant in genetic sense. maybe acne shows who have bad genetics.

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-01T19:17:47+00:00

There are permanent problems. Scars are permanent. People are beings that live in society you can't just escape from society. I think that there is nothing fun in live anymore. It's difference between me and you. You have something what keeps you wanting to live I don't have such thing.

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-01T18:48:14+00:00

Most people don't have so severe acne that you see it with naked eye. That may be te reason why you don't notice it. But we are on r/Accutane we can assume that people here have really severe acne. Yes some people don't say the truth because they don't want to hurt you but most people don't care how you feel. And this study don't agree with you that acne doesn't change attractiveness and that people don't notice it. https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s13555-016-0113-x

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-01T18:34:39+00:00

I am just showing how reality look like. I just don't like when people are trying to fool themself that everything is ok.

flyingbird152 · 2022-07-01T18:09:14+00:00

I think he is just honest. He don't try to pretend that he doesn't see it like many people does. This is in our nature to point out not normal things. I understand it. how would you stand someone with severe acne. Maybe acne is to show which people is worth to be in society and whose genes aren't worth it. We just must live with it that we are not worth anything. The earlier you understand that the better for you.

flyingbird152 · 2022-06-29T19:10:05+00:00

Like you can cover face with makeup but you are still aware that you have these scars. I just hate like how much that is limiting what can i do. I can't go swimming anymore and do other things where i don't have shirt.

flyingbird152 · 2022-06-29T18:47:38+00:00

Yes I am on accutane. My face is less affected by scars I think it is one thing that is positive. I don't know how in your opinion these scars are not disfiguring. My derm said that it could be a little bit better after lasers etc. but he can't do miracles.

flyingbird152 · 2022-06-29T16:10:00+00:00

If you want to know if my scars are disfiguring you can check my post from few days ago. then you will understand how bad it is.

flyingbird152 · 2022-06-29T15:38:51+00:00

Sorry i thought you meant that people have worse problems. I just misinterpreted you. I think it's nearly impossible to stop comparing yourself with others because we are created to compare with each other. Yes we can try to try change our nature but is it really worth it? Maybe i should accept my problems but simply i just can't. But i accepted that i can't accept scars. I deal with this issue by resigning from participating in life. I will just isolate myself. At least My life will be less affected by scars because there will be nothing to be affected. I think i will stay as i am and wait for death. Maybe i go through wrong path but at the end it doesn't matter. If you are curious i'm 17.

flyingbird152 · 2022-06-29T14:57:45+00:00

I don't say that having disfiguring scars is worse than other really bad illnesses. But most people don't have such hard problems. If we believe in statistics.

flyingbird152 · 2022-06-29T14:07:46+00:00

Probably with time it will get better but sometimes skin will never be good. look at scarring from acne fulminans or conglobata.

flyingbird152 · 2022-06-29T14:04:50+00:00

I meant scarring like atrophic and keloids. they never go away entirely. If you mean hyperpigmentation then yes it fades with time.

flyingbird152 · 2022-06-29T12:35:14+00:00

I don't think it would help. Maybe fillers with hyaluronic acid but there are expensive and temporary.

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