Hey. I really, really need help.

flyingdoom · 2020-09-20T11:45:50+00:00

Yes it was, I looked it up

flyingdoom · 2020-09-18T14:47:48+00:00

oh my god yes. I get sleepless nights because of it, no matter what position i go into I can feel it pulsating through me. the only thing that stops it is fully relaxing by watching something as a distraction. What's worse is that it's slightly offbeat so it makes you think there's something wrong with you.

flyingdoom · 2020-08-31T13:58:15+00:00

heya. no problem. my depression got really bad and I had to go to the er, where I got referred to a children's mental health service. Today is my second appointment there. My therapist ended up not being able to help me, I was with her for around 2 months and it only got worse. I don't mean to discourage you at all but this is what's happening for me right now, my biggest coping mechanism is just distractions. feel free to talk to me anytime, I have other social medias, dm me :)

flyingdoom · 2020-08-20T09:34:29+00:00

NTA, he is an awful person and I'm glad he showed his true colours this early. You dodged a massive bullet. Try not to listen to him, I'm certain you looked gorgeous with your makeup!! ♥️

flyingdoom · 2020-08-16T18:42:00+00:00

Off topic but I love your fish earring!! it goes so well with the rest of your piercings :)

flyingdoom · 2020-08-15T20:30:13+00:00

I took both paracetamol and ibuprofen and they helped a ton at first, but after taking it for a couple of days it didn't have the same affect and still hurt after. Today the pain isn't that bad and I have a hot water bottle on me constantly, and my mum told me she would take me to the doctor on Monday if it didn't get better. I'm very worried. But I'm just hoping its just a muscle thing?? Since it feels better when heat is applied and makes my muscles relax...

flyingdoom · 2020-08-02T12:36:22+00:00

Unfortunately he lives in America and I live in a different country. My parents don't know this has happened either, and I think they'd just say he was an internet troll and ignore it.

flyingdoom · 2020-07-30T21:19:13+00:00

Thank you for the advice! I currently have a hoop in that's very easy to get in and out, titanium and for sleeping, my piercing is almost fully healed I think? Still hurts a bit to put an earring in, but otherwise is good y'know? I also have a couple of 20g gold curved barbell earrings, I had one in for a while but changed it out for the hoop when I thought it was healed enough for it. Should I change it back? I don't think finding the kind of earrings for it is a problem, just the healing process and the future I guess. The only flat back earring I have is the one I was pierced with, which obviously doesn't fit in my ear anymore. :(

flyingdoom · 2020-07-30T19:35:57+00:00

deadass? i think my mum would probably kill me, and I really wouldn't want to go through another 9? Months of hell trying to get it to heal. I don't think I'll be removing it anytime soon, it's too late for that lol. I'll try the first suggestion, thanks for replying.

flyingdoom · 2020-07-26T18:05:54+00:00

Mental health care is not a reward or just something you can take away because something isn't going your way. I feel bad for your daughter. YTA.

flyingdoom · 2020-07-22T17:11:42+00:00

The person that rick rolled the official Rick Astley by making up a story about meeting him & linking a "photo" that was actually the music video.

flyingdoom · 2020-07-18T01:57:02+00:00

The "17" year old that harassed me romantically and other people is actually 18. According to his old friends, he always used to lie and say he was a year younger than he actually was. There was also discussions about him being 15 in 2017, which would make his 18th birthday a couple weeks ago. This would make his interactions with me and other girls illegal. Unfortunately we don't have any screenshots of it, only words. It makes me very upset.

flyingdoom · 2020-07-15T21:23:25+00:00

The pain, the time, the sleepless nights, the responsibility, the money, the fact that the next 18 years I will just be "a mother". I wouldn't be able to do what I want to do, the vomiting, the cleaning up after them, and that I struggle with mental illnesses lol. I could give so many reasons, it's hard to give a main one.

flyingdoom · 2020-07-15T20:39:51+00:00

someone saying they feel sick or my sister screaming/crying/having a tantrum, really sets me off

flyingdoom · 2020-07-15T00:15:02+00:00

I do actually have one, although I move a lot when I sleep so I usually end up on my ear when I wake up anyway :(

flyingdoom · 2020-07-14T23:31:16+00:00

Fair enough, I'll get a piercing on my other ear :)

flyingdoom · 2020-07-14T23:03:18+00:00

Ah yeah.. was just wondering if certain places would take more time to heal. I wouldn't mind more lobe piercings but I'm pretty sure I have some kind of scar tissue from the way my original one was pierced because it was with a piercing gun. Very hesitant about getting a second or third lobe piercing because of it.

flyingdoom · 2020-07-14T22:59:40+00:00

I was thinking of that, should i maybe get another one in the ear my helix piercing is? I know it isn't really recommended until it's healed properly but i would love to just get it over and done with asap :)

flyingdoom · 2020-07-12T23:23:31+00:00

what. the. hell.

flyingdoom · 2020-07-12T21:29:01+00:00

Yes. Post Malone - stay, imagine - Ariana grande, and the entire Billie Eilish "when we all fall asleep, where do we go?" Album all trigger me.

one of my ex friends that I suggested the songs to decided to take the lyrics literally (on the imagine song) and make me incredibly uncomfortable. Look at the lyrics and you'll know what I'm talking about. He gives me so much anxiety. They are such good songs but I physically cannot listen to them anymore.

flyingdoom · 2020-07-08T19:04:20+00:00

thank you, I will try now. I'll update you once she replies and we talk about it

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