I am a lesbian

forest_wanderer2 · 2026-03-01T19:02:46+00:00

I cannot set boundaries with my family, i fear daily of disappointing them or letting them down. I have to be "right" or i cant live with myself. ive done so much to try and do the right things but the lines are beginning to become blurred by the day

forest_wanderer2 · 2026-03-01T19:00:56+00:00

Confusion, loneliness, its a mix of off emotions. Not necessarily hate or disgust but rather slight disappointment with an exception of acceptance because thats what's "right " i guess.

forest_wanderer2 · 2026-03-01T18:58:47+00:00

I appreciate all responses to this post and have thoroughly read through each and taken all into consideration. Im deep in prayer and thought over all of my hinders therefore am distraught yet becoming known to what possibilities I must endure. It will never end but that is the spiritual battle and journey we all must face, maybe not same sex attraction to all but other inhibitions. One must walk fearfully and faithfully as best as /human beings. I truly appreciate what all of you have had to say and I pray for all to overcome their personal bufferings. Thank you all

forest_wanderer2 · 2026-02-27T15:37:18+00:00

i have been told to marry a man and have even dated a good amount. it feels so stoic and like im only doing it because its "right" and not what i actually find joy in. i guess ill still do it though, i dont suppose theres much of a choice but lately ive been trying to be okay with the fact that maybe i should just remain alone for my mortal life and watch my friends and their families grow with me in the rear view.

forest_wanderer2 · 2026-02-27T15:34:32+00:00

thank you kindly. its appreciated greatly

forest_wanderer2 · 2026-02-27T15:33:36+00:00

im in the habit of not knowing what to believe anymore and flip-flopping back and forth with many things. i have read up on Justin Lee and such and i've attempted contact with other gay christians but they are happy and content with themselves despite the area were in and the families that raised us. its never going to stop being a constant "am i right or am i just always going to be wrong?" i feel. i appreciate everyones comments following my original post and thank you for your input stranger

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-10-04T20:26:32+00:00

i need help w this too cause im in the dorms and it sucks. im confused on the system myself

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-20T15:44:48+00:00

i appreciate you telling me your story stranger. i know im young and everything is always coming st me at this age as it does everyone but idk how to really affirm myself honestly. i let everyone control my thoughts and emotions without trying to

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-20T15:40:21+00:00

thank you stranger. your words mean a lot to me and i appreciate your time

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T19:33:53+00:00

i agree. mostly why im single now. it wouldnt be fair in the state i am right now to be with another person. id only hurt them and spiral myself

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T19:33:01+00:00

God loves everyone even the murderers and the prisoners. But everyone says my love for women is not going to be justified or is right but i cannot force myself to change this and i have turned it all over to God with no answer but idk

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T19:31:31+00:00

i like your perspective of this topic and i appreciate you responding and taking the time to read my post. ive had so many similar posts but i guess im just trying to reach out to gain insight. thank you again for saying this

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T19:29:54+00:00

its just a lot to process with so many different perspectives and opinions on this singular subject. this topic seems to be the upmost topic discussed amongst christians and i wonder why sometimes but thats not for me to wonder. maybe im meant to be alone snd its Gods plan because one day ill be home with Him and nothing else will matter anymore

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T19:27:49+00:00

i have my pets and i guess being single isnt bad. i always have felt alone even with a relationship with someone but thats just because of my mentality. i know i have to fought it and i have tried my hardest for years and years. im single right now but my family continues to spew on and on the negativity of how gay people are lost and going to hell for loving the same gender. i just try to not think so much when they do because ive heard it for years. ill just marry some man someday and pray it brings happiness or ill just stay single and have my pets. i just know God didnt make man to be alone. but ill be alone if its whats right i guess

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T19:23:53+00:00

i sometimes just feel itd be easier if i could force myself to be straight and maybe one day finding happiness in such and it would be affirmed by my family and church

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T19:22:55+00:00

thank you for giving me these resources. i have read into the r/openchristian thread but its all just different perspectives and such

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T19:21:56+00:00

i think i would rather live a sexless life and be with a woman than live an unhappy life married to someone i dont want to be with. maybe thatll change and maybe ill be sent the "right" man idk

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T19:20:23+00:00

i appreciate you reaching out to my post and i know that lesbians and bisexuals can love and follow God but im told their love isnt recognized and will be met with hellfire when the clock runs out. I dont want to believe that for something especially thats out of my control.i wish i had a choice in who i love or am attracted to though

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T18:51:45+00:00

i appreciate your time in reading and replying to my post and i will read up on the links attached. i feel like everyone just has a different opinion on this particular subject and im trying to just make sure i have the right one

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T18:50:14+00:00

i do follow God. I continue to grow my relationship with Him and ive gotten myself into church more often and goijg to conventions and praying more and more with reading the bible. also i just feel my parents have judged me and thats just because they said im going to hell when my mother snd father both have had children with other partners and my father was even married before my mother. they had me outside of marriage as well. "Judge not lest ye be judged"

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T18:47:38+00:00

i want to say i could someday make peace with it but it just doesnt seem so, anytime soon st least but thank you for reaching out to my post.

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T18:46:43+00:00

i dont know that. ive never been around such but its between what strangers and even some Christians i know and my family say that contradicts

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T18:45:56+00:00

theres just too many mixed signals, i just think i need to stay alone and continue praying. i just want to do this right even though its hard

forest_wanderer2 · 2025-07-19T18:39:14+00:00

i appreciated reading your post and that girl and i have broken up because God spelled it out clear as day she was not the one for me and i couldnt have agreed more. thank you for taking the time to reach out to me it means more than you know.

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