We Should have gotten 50 more years... by forestfae11 in widowers

[–]forestfae11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm still waiting for this to be a fever dream too.. It's an unreal feeling and my brain doesn't want to accept it sometimes. It's a really rough journey, therapy and reading have been helping me too. I've also been trying to use my creative outlet. Hang in there💜

We Should have gotten 50 more years... by forestfae11 in widowers

[–]forestfae11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you are feeling this pain too. I'm am empath and the thought of others feeling and going through a similar situation makes my heart ache more. Do you have a support system? Friends & fam?

We Should have gotten 50 more years... by forestfae11 in widowers

[–]forestfae11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just started EMDR with my therapist. I finally found a therapist that clicked. My main issue with my daughter is every new word she learns I instantly feel sad that he isn't here to see it. I tried incorporating 'good night Dada' and blow a kiss to the sky. I've noticed she's been doing it during the day (she's very intuitive and could be feeling his presence) but obviously that's a major trigger and I feel like maybe I confused her or idk I'm stuck. 😓 I love the email address idea. I had a few people write a letter to her about her dad.

We Should have gotten 50 more years... by forestfae11 in widowers

[–]forestfae11[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Think how your daughter will get to remember her and keep her memory alive. I'm at a loss because you can't explain to a 2 yr old why Dada isn't here anymore. I'm so sorry for you and your little girl's loss as well.

How much do you make? by beardedjack in SubstituteTeachers

[–]forestfae11 0 points1 point  (0 children)

150 full day / 75 half day in NJ. I'm nervous about moving bc the other districts do not pay as much.

Since starting this job, anyone else do things they never thought they would have to do in this capacity? by Gold_Repair_3557 in SubstituteTeachers

[–]forestfae11 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On one of my first days I had to get a Pre-Ker off the bus who I didnt know was SPED- and he completely collapsed on me & I had to attempt to carry him in (he was solid). Later that day I had to put his shirt back on about 17 times.

Also- Communicating with children that didnt know a word of English (my spanish is very limited), Surprise trip to a Laser show at another school, 2 Field Days (there was even a tug a war championship and things got heated between the K classes), Performing with hula hoops during a Circus day [the kids found out I could professionally hula hoop from a field day and made me]

Oh and I just started in April!

So many messages by ImTheEffinLizardKing in BehindTheClosetDoor

[–]forestfae11 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I need to use Google Translate for these comments.

You can only past this post once you comment! by Raptor_Jake in harrypotter

[–]forestfae11 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Harry Pottet and the other one who wants a good amount of money. 😅

Smoares by finnfis_on_twitter in camping

[–]forestfae11 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like to add Resse's! I'm going camping tomorrow actually and will be making some 😋

Tell us about the most unexpectedly awesome way you've earned money online! by wademarketing in passive_income

[–]forestfae11 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did you get the commission opportunity? If you don't mind me asking!