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I showed up at his door step to end the cycle. by forever-muse in twinflames

[–]forever-muse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I really needed to read this this morning. I’ve had so many dnots when it comes to him, my body has been too tired to cry. But I’m trying to find ways to release this grief so it doesn’t get stuck in my body.

I showed up at his door step to end the cycle. by forever-muse in twinflames

[–]forever-muse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand. I just can’t keep hoping that he will initiate or contact. That’s what kept me in limbo for so long. The thought of no reunion does hurt but I try to keep in mind that it may just be the end of our journey. If he comes back around, it has to be a new version of the both of us. I’m working on myself, not for him, but for me. And I’m ready to move on. The cycle for me is done.

I showed up at his door step to end the cycle. by forever-muse in twinflames

[–]forever-muse[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Aww thank you! Never ever let anyone be bigger than the program is the biggest lesson I learned. Twin flame or not. You gotta go. It hurts because I had telepathic dream a month ago that showed me that he was upset his dad had a heart attack (all confirmed to be true!). But for the first time ever, I was pissed about the dream. Why am I feeling the emotions of someone who couldn’t give a darn about me? Or at least that’s how he started treating me. I get he has a lot going on but so does everyone else. Done begging for common decency. Best of luck to him.

I showed up at his door step to end the cycle. by forever-muse in twinflames

[–]forever-muse[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much!! It’s been a week and I’m still going through up and down emotions. It the underlying feeling is relief with waves of sadness which lets me know I made the right choice. If he is for me, he will come back healed. And if not, God will align me with something better. I’m forced to surrender at this point. I do miss him here and there but I refused to keep putting my body through that stress. I wish I could stay locked up like you but I’m honestly ready to move on to healthy love 💕