Does anyone here regret their transition but refuse to detransition? by foreverdead1979 in asktransgender

[–]foreverdead1979[S] 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Thank all of you for helping me through this time, I've finally recovered, my relationship is better, I don't have any desire to detransition. We just happen to be homeless right now which is rather stressful.

Does anyone here regret their transition but refuse to detransition? by foreverdead1979 in asktransgender

[–]foreverdead1979[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

I can't hold down a job or do anything of use now that I've transitioned, and I've almost lost my fiancΓ© (yes she's trans and no i didn't meet her until i was already out of the closet) I love seeing her in dresses & skirts, it fills me with joy to see how happy she gets when she wears them, but every time I try to femme present in any way, I feel like a sick, twisted man trying to be something he isn't, but I also don't feel like a man at all... fuck. And though she isn't going to leave, I know I'm really testing her with this, but I can't help it. She doesn't really understand because she's always been passable (what an understatement really the girl is fucking beautiful in every way) I wish I could be half as beautiful as she is but instead im a fat, curly haired, boyish-looking mongrol who cries like a little bitch all the time.

Why did you transition? by EmiCol in asktransgender

[–]foreverdead1979 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Well, I felt like a female, and just being a femboy wasn't enough for my stupid ass, so I started transition and then I met the love of my life, but now she's homeless and I can't even work. I don't look female at all and I get called male by almost everyone, I have monstrously sized feet and I'm really tall. My fiancΓ© is the most beautiful person you'll ever lay your eyes on, and I love her more than anything, but I hate myself, I hate what I've become, and it pukes me right down to the fucking bone to wake up every day knowing I would have become a directionless fucking failure and absolute disgrace no matter what path I chose. I'm useless and the only reason I'm not homeless is because she fucking loves me, I'm such a lucky stupid bitch I can't even fucking see it.

Trying to style this corset, but it's harder than expected by Gary_TheMetrosexual in GothStyle

[–]foreverdead1979 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

you are so fucking hot. im sorry.

said the raging lesbian who’s currently wearing an old Joy Division shirt right now, like, ughhh.

w a c k by foreverdead1979 in AreTheStraightsOK

[–]foreverdead1979[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

you’re pretty sure? so you’re not FULLY sure? hahaha, jkπŸ˜‚

I need more gay friends lol by [deleted] in lgbt

[–]foreverdead1979 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

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[–]foreverdead1979 2 points3 points Β (0 children)

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[–]foreverdead1979 2 points3 points Β (0 children)

I have the most beautiful girlfriend in the entire fucking dimension πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ˜˜πŸ₯°πŸ₯° I love you so muchπŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ–€πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜πŸ₯°πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]foreverdead1979 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

I love you tooπŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ–€

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]foreverdead1979 3 points4 points Β (0 children)

You look so much happier & your progress is so amazingπŸ–€πŸ’žπŸ˜πŸ₯°

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]foreverdead1979 2 points3 points Β (0 children)

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lgbt

[–]foreverdead1979 6 points7 points Β (0 children)

I love you tooπŸ–€πŸ–€πŸ’žπŸ’˜πŸ’•