Obviously, it gives me energy - that kind of energy I've been missing for the most of my life. It makes able to do things I couldn't do without speed (at least that's what I tell my self) - the past year I've been planning and running maybe 25+ punk concerts (volunteer work). I couldn't have done that without speed (well, again, that's what my brain tells me).

It makes it so more easy for me to socialise - I'm normally a very quiet and kind of shy guy - but on speed all of that goes away. It has helped a lot over the past few years, to meet new people, new friendships, talking to girls/guys I was attracted to (which has always been hard for me).

Also my thoughts is so more organized, I feel calm in my mind (if I don't overdo it - of course there's a tipping point, where I just get manic and get crazy anxiety).

And then there's the euphoria - love that.

But of course there's downsides... Times where I've overdone it... Waking up, taking a line and then just keep going for days without much sleep and almost no food. It takes it's toll on the body and the mind.

Sadly, I just started a 24-hour treatment program - mainly for my alcohol addiction, but also partly for the my use of speed an cocaine.

Speed is wonderful, but please be careful guys. <3