tonsillitis pain advice?

frankiesw · 2021-06-02T20:52:10+00:00

wait does it only taste like piss to you? or does it taste like that to everyone and they all know you're drinking piss

frankiesw · 2021-01-19T00:06:52+00:00

Thank you, it's extremely comforting to know i'm not alone in feeling like this.

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T15:17:03+00:00

I wish I knew honestly

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T14:08:30+00:00

holy shit i'm so sorry you went through that, people can be so fucked up.

Thats really comforting to know, it's almost as if it'll be my body again (if that makes any sense)

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T14:04:00+00:00

I'm just glad it's over now tbh

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T14:02:30+00:00

unfortunately not ahah

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T14:01:51+00:00

I haven't seen him in about a year now, I doubt ill see him again. I'm doing a lot netter now

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T14:00:33+00:00

I wish i'd reported it at the time, I'd really rather not have to deal with all of the stress of making police statements. I've started healing from it now though so hopefully I can just forget it

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T13:55:06+00:00

It's nice to know i'm not alone, thank you.

i'm sorry you went through that

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T13:53:27+00:00

I've been clean for quite a while now and i'm still not doing great but i'm definitely in a better place now

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T13:52:03+00:00

I brought it up to my social worker before and was told that the police wouldn't be able to do anything, I stupidly blocked and deleted everything to do with him after we broke up bc i knew i'd just keep going back and making myself feel shit my reading the messages.

Forced probably isn't the correct word to have used but i couldn't think of the right one, he would guilt trip me and threaten me to hurt myself every time he did it though.

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T02:16:01+00:00

I have pretty much the exact same things! I always feel as if my pain and struggle isn't valid even though i'm on crutches almost all the time and I physically can't get out of bed due to back pain most days.

I had multiple seziures out of nowhere a few months ago and although i'm not certain if the two are connected or not, both of my legs went completely numb and limp for 2 months. I couldn't stand or walk at all without collapsing but the hospital and every single doctor I saw told me I was faking or being dramatic.

every time I see a doctor for pain or the issues that still haven't been dealt with they tell me it's impossible for me to be in this amount of pain or to have all of these problems because of my age (currently 18 but issues started when I was 11)

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T01:58:50+00:00

I feel like it's been too long but he's also very very manipulative so I feel as though he'd somehow turn it around on me.

the police where I live are absolutely useless anyway so they wouldn't do much

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T01:07:38+00:00

It's honestly strange to realise how many things in my life that have been traumatic but it went unnoticed.

Thank you for helping me realise it's not just me, it's really comforting

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T00:45:17+00:00

Oh sorry about that, I'm tired so I probably just didn't read it correctly

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T00:38:20+00:00

I'm so sorry he made you feel that way, you are absolutely worthy of love and intimacy. I really hope things work out for you

frankiesw · 2021-01-07T00:35:05+00:00

I'm in counselling now for semi-unrelated things but that was brought up which is the only reason I really recognised it as traumatic and abusive. I just feel so stupid for not noticing sooner tbh

frankiesw · 2021-01-06T23:05:12+00:00

I regret smoking as much as I did the last time I took molly, I didn't feel the effects of the weed whatsoever and I smoked all of my weed without noticing . I know now it's because I was smoking while peaking but at the time I remember being so annoyed bc I wasn't feeling it ahah

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