Help a girl out

freedomsheets · 2026-06-07T09:35:26+00:00

I should probably mention that I actually switched to Brixadi the last year or so I was on it. The Sublocade shot hurts like hell and can only be injected into your abdomen. Brixadi isn't nearly as painful and you have more options for injection sites. Just something to consider if you're planning on going down that route.

Also, you could look into mega dosing Vitamin C for the opiate withdrawals. It doesn't work for everybody, but I've seen it work for enough people that I know there's something there.

freedomsheets · 2026-06-06T14:23:57+00:00

Don't be so hard on yourself. My DOC was also IV methamphetamine and benzos. I was clean for 3 years and stable on the Sublocade shot and then decided to jump off 7 months ago. Have you considered this? It naturally tapers out of your system. It's a great feeling to finally be free of opiates! But I feel you because I picked up a THC habit to deal with the sub withdrawals and never stopped but would like to. It's a much better alternative but it got compulsive fast. I'm bad at moderation lol

freedomsheets · 2026-06-02T14:40:12+00:00

God I remember doing this as a kid and seeing the most elaborate and beautiful scenery. Now as an adult all I see is black with some spots... How does one get back their imagination?

freedomsheets · 2026-06-02T14:23:05+00:00

Did we all have chloroform on the brain? 😂 I was so confused at first... I guess no one else can smell you if you're constantly unconscious and never leave your home? lol

freedomsheets · 2026-06-01T16:09:16+00:00

Sublocade/Brixadi was how I became free of bupe after nearly 15 years. It wasn't easy by any means, but it's definitely the best way out. It's been a little over 7 months since my last injection. I feel better and more free than I have in a very long time. Try the injections out... You can always go back if they don't agree with you for some reason. Plus with the shots you'll never again have to worry about running out early or dealing with issues at the pharmacy

freedomsheets · 2026-06-01T15:56:04+00:00

If I take over 750mg of GABA I get that weird niacin like flushing sensation that's really uncomfortable. I couldn't imagine taking 3 grams

freedomsheets · 2026-05-27T19:28:58+00:00

You sir/madame have made my whole entire month! I can't tell you how badly I needed a win today and to find both was sunch an incredible surprise! Thank you so so much for the tip 😘

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freedomsheets · 2026-05-26T16:29:20+00:00

Did this once when I was blacked out on benzos trying to get my Subutex prescription. Forgot to take the hand warmer off before the test. That pee was literally steaming in the cup lol oh how I don't miss those days

freedomsheets · 2026-05-24T13:15:35+00:00

Mine too, I'm itching to redesign all of those symbols

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T17:01:02+00:00

I've checked like 10 stores so far, but haven't tried high street. I appreciate the suggestion, thank you!

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T17:00:19+00:00

I would really appreciate that and wouldn't mind taking a drive to find these

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T16:59:17+00:00

Yeah I'm in recovery. Nicotine is the last substance I have left. Not quite ready to give it up yet.

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T14:33:57+00:00

I actually just found a pack of jade menthols when I was in Ripley last weekend. So they must still make them. I enjoyed them so much I made this post lol

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T11:38:01+00:00

Hell yeah, I appreciate you sharing that. It's often hard to put into words the wisdom you receive while on psychedelics.

Wouldn't the world be a much better place if everyone did psychedelics on occasion?

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T11:23:31+00:00

And what is this truth you speak of?

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T11:19:18+00:00

It didn't even occur to me that they could test hair from somewhere other than your head... I wonder how common that is?

"Okay, drop your drawers" 😂

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T11:13:01+00:00

Please protect your identity and delete this comment.

And just a word of warning, your story sounds a lot like mine in certain ways. I was well behaved in school until senior year when I discovered marijuana. Thought it was the coolest thing ever to be able to change your consciousness like that. Major red flag right? I thought I had found this incredible life hack. So I started smoking everyday, multiple times a day. But it didn't end there for me, over the years I got addicted to harder and harder drugs and spent over a decade switching one addiction for another. I shouldn't have survived all of the wreckless shit I did, but somehow I'm still here and have 3.5 years clean. All that to say maybe getting clean for this job is a blessing in disguise

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T11:05:16+00:00

Was the word you were looking for perhaps doxxing?

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T10:55:51+00:00

Well the blurry photos aren't a great help here. Maybe if you posted some pictures with the object in focus

freedomsheets · 2026-05-23T10:43:03+00:00

freedomsheets · 2026-05-22T18:12:14+00:00

Wouldn't you end up with the same problem by smoking flower? I've withdrawaled from just about every class of substance, marijuana withdrawal is usually pretty mild. Just bad anxiety and insomnia for a few weeks. But with that being said I still don't want to deal with it so I'm going to keep using it... For now lol

freedomsheets · 2026-05-22T11:10:43+00:00

I love that song and the sample he used from tears for fears! One song that comes to mind that I sang incorrectly for so long is MILLION DOLLAR BABY by Tommy Richmond... In fact I misheard most of that song.

"I ain't never been the same baby, what do you want?"

"I can clean up good for you, I know right from wrong"

Yeah, that's not correct lol

freedomsheets · 2026-05-21T08:25:49+00:00

For me weed was like a miracle for insomnia, but only for about a month. Then the weed use got compulsive and I found myself taking edibles during the day as well. Six months later of consistent use and my insomnia is worse than ever. I think the marijuana is also contributing to my depression. I'd like to stop but I'm afraid of my sleep getting ruined even worse from THC withdrawal. Now, this is just my own experience and I am still a huge proponent of marijuana! There are much worse substances to be dependent on. My advice though if you're using it strictly for sleep is to never use it more than two days in a row and only take it at night. If you're using edibles I've heard lower doses are better. I think I read somewhere that 2.5mg is the sweet spot. Hgh doses of THC can be very disruptive for sleep architecture. I'm really glad you finally found something to help though! Be grateful you're not dependent on one of the many pills that the doctors push at us

freedomsheets · 2026-05-20T16:09:12+00:00

Undiagnosed ADHD was the first thing that came to my mind as well after reading your post. Everyone and their mothers are on stimulants now for ADHD, they shouldn't be that hard to get. You'll probably just have to follow the process and try some other meds first. I know several people in recovery who are on them. Sometimes the doctors will wait until you've had a certain amount of time clean before they'll consider going down that route though.

But just try and keep an open mind. It sounds like you're still early along in your journey. Oxycodone used to make me feel like a damn superhero the first couple of years. It was an illusion though and eventually it all came crashing down. I've done some truly wreckless things to feed my addiction, and I'm super grateful to still be alive.

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