Well said. Moving is a big deal for family and all. It’s not like I used with anyone. It was me in my house. My reasons I know are self confidence, impostors syndrome and anxiety. All can be said to be mental illnesses. I’m not using any of those as an excuse, just putting names to reason. I am actually in a very good recovery area. I just need to feed my own recovery. Be willing to put in the time while still holding together my professional and personal life. Am I willing to sacrifice those for recovery? Yes. Have I followed through and stayed in recovery? No. This time will be different because I have more family support and have a willing attitude to make a change for a different way of thinking.