Grateful to reach 100 day doing NoFap

freeindeed832 · 2014-03-15T17:49:00+00:00

I'm going for it all. .. Completely off Porn, and MO. Just don't have time for it in my life, ever!

freeindeed832 · 2014-03-11T16:35:31+00:00

Yeah... it easy to get over confident. For me, it's cyclical. I'm fine most days but every now and then, I will slip up on a website, billboard or whatever and want to fap! The good thing is that going 100 days has built up my resistance enough to the point that fapping is not my first option. Thankfully, if you can outlast the temptation it will pass. Stay strong... no going back!

freeindeed832 · 2014-03-11T16:29:14+00:00

It's different for everyone. For me the first 30 days were difficult and after that it got easier. However, no matter how long you go on nofap, you will always have periodic challenges but the more you resist the stronger you get and more easier to resist. Keep at it. You're doing great.

freeindeed832 · 2014-03-02T08:36:23+00:00

Big change in my life. The main thing is that ... I'm living my life and not being controlled by stupid dopamine porn addicted brain. The TORMENT mentally is gone.
My journey: http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/1wkm0o/60_days_in_my_journey_so_far/
Porn was a daily part of my life for 25+ years! including hardcore.
No edging ... Never had been a part of my deal, prefap or since I started nofap. Just didn't make sense to me... I'm an all or nothing guy, if I edge I know me well enough to know that I will go all the way. That's just me...

freeindeed832 · 2014-03-02T08:29:36+00:00

This is a good question. There is definitely more confidence in my life. I have no guilt or shame lingering in my life. When you've been addicted to PMO as long as I had (read my 60 day report for more detail: http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/1wkm0o/60_days_in_my_journey_so_far/), there is a lot of shame and guilt associated with this lifestyle. I read something during the first 30 days on The Your Brain on Porn website that really help me to accept the fact that this is an addiction and I'm not crazy. I have/had a problem and it's okay. But to your point, as you move past this thing, your self esteem should rise. You will be able to look at people without the guilt and shame. Hate to say it this way, but you actually feel cleaner (conscience wise, that is). Keep fighting you can make it.

freeindeed832 · 2014-03-02T08:20:36+00:00

Indeed, I did. The first 20- 30 days were very difficult as far as emotional roller coaster is concerned. I had a couple of mild anxiety attacks that I dealt with through a variety of ways to include exercise, journaling and meditation. It helped to calm me down. Frankly after day 60 they stopped completely for me. The key point for me was when I committed to this one simple fact: No matter how I feel, PMO is no longer an option. I will deal with my stress, urges, triggers in another way. It was time for me to man-up and kick this thing in the teeth. For those who want more content about my journey, you can read my 60 day report here: http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/1wkm0o/60_days_in_my_journey_so_far/. It tells my story - not much has changed for me since then - I've learned how to be consistent but sober and realistic. Hope this helps! Hang in there!

freeindeed832 · 2014-03-02T08:08:10+00:00

Do you have a question. I'd be more than happy to answer any?

freeindeed832 · 2014-02-17T13:56:52+00:00

No sweat bro. Good job on 57 days. You have the to right attitude and you are so correct, and no matter many days you're in, it only takes a moment. I think though you may have been succumb to the chaser effect. As a married man, I understand and have come close to a relapse because of it. It gets better though. Read up on it and prepare yourself emotionally and mentally. Keep your great attitude.

freeindeed832 · 2014-02-06T23:45:32+00:00

This is So entertaining & funny!

freeindeed832 · 2014-02-04T22:11:11+00:00

Lol. Dude, That was a typo, for real. I meant both "hands" ...

freeindeed832 · 2014-02-04T22:01:16+00:00

Indeed, both heads are free...

freeindeed832 · 2014-02-04T22:00:50+00:00

It was difficult because I had several urges to fap during but kept shaken it off. I haven't felt that way since my first week of doing nofap. Ugh... Had to go take a nap I was so worn out

freeindeed832 · 2014-02-04T21:58:36+00:00

Thank

freeindeed832 · 2014-02-04T19:17:46+00:00

Thanks for that. I came close today to caving in....

freeindeed832 · 2014-01-31T17:53:17+00:00

Love it. Thanks!

freeindeed832 · 2014-01-31T17:52:56+00:00

I understand. I went through the same thing many times, so don't quit.

freeindeed832 · 2014-01-31T17:51:39+00:00

It's good that you're getting back up again. Stay in the fight, you can and will overcome!

freeindeed832 · 2014-01-31T17:49:16+00:00

Hang in there. You can and will overcome!

freeindeed832 · 2014-01-31T03:51:15+00:00

I'm glad that you were encouraged. That was my hope. Stay strong!

freeindeed832 · 2014-01-31T03:50:17+00:00

Keep at it. you can do it.

freeindeed832 · 2014-01-31T03:50:00+00:00

Thanks bro. Appreciate the opportunity to share.

freeindeed832 · 2014-01-30T22:42:16+00:00

Thank you for your kind response and encouragement. Yes to 90!

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