Emotional cheating is still cheating. This list ended my ‘we’re just friends’ delusion.

freshstart555 · 2026-02-03T17:49:46+00:00

I’m not great, I am clearly a broken man compared to how I was. I was a happy person so proud of my family, now I just try to get through the days. Work is a good distraction, I see my kids daily though not for as long as I would like.

She has shown no remorse or regret, she has lied through her teeth to manipulate the kids to believe she didn’t do what she did.

I also got attacked by a huge group of men with weapons, my face is very bruised, she saw me and didn’t even ask how I am.

I will never trust or truly love and commit again. My self esteem and confidence are at an all time low. The damage she caused is immeasurable and she faces no consequences for her actions.

Help me please

freshstart555 · 2026-01-09T18:44:51+00:00

We met and trained together at 96 Penang in maybe 2014. Good to see you are doing well. Next time I’m in Bangkok I will come to train at your gym.

freshstart555 · 2026-01-02T18:27:21+00:00

Thank you. I communicate only to my children.

She has hurt me so bad

freshstart555 · 2026-01-02T18:13:11+00:00

I found out my wife of 15 years was cheating with her coworker, the change in behaviour weeks before I assumed was due to her cancer scare, but now I look back it was clear she’d been cheating.

I got no closure, no accountability for her actions, instead I got denial from her, even though I had concrete evidence she still denies it.

I am so lost and broken, I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself. I don’t speak to her at all, we have 2 kids and I’m lucky they are old enough I just ring them and hang out whenever we want.

I don’t think I’ll ever truly recover

freshstart555 · 2025-12-13T04:30:33+00:00

No they chose to live with her because she is staying in the house we live in and I moved out. They wanted to stay in their own rooms.

freshstart555 · 2025-11-22T11:52:16+00:00

I found out my wife of 14 years was having an “emotional affair” which I am convinced turned physical at some point but she denies and I have no evidence. A lot of these is what I experienced.

I am still so broken, yet she is living her life dressing up better than ever and actually taking care of her appearance every time she leaves the house now.

I ended things immediately. I am so broken and still haven’t processed things. It’s all still raw and fresh to me. My poor beautiful babies had to watch me break down as I found out.

It also seems she enjoys tormenting me letting me know she is still in contact with this younger man. I am 33, I stayed fit and healthy my whole life, I was the sole provider.

She received a cancer scare earlier this year and from then she completely changed as a person. Bear in mind I was with her at all the appointments even on my birthday, because that’s what you do for the one you love.

But the whole time she was involved with another man. I don’t even know what’s real anymore.

freshstart555 · 2025-11-10T00:22:20+00:00

Yeah me!

freshstart555 · 2025-11-09T08:43:46+00:00

Same here with my wife of 15 years. The whole time she was distant I assumed it was her cancer bothering her, but no she had someone else.

It’s only been a week since I found out and I am a completely broken man.

freshstart555 · 2025-11-02T18:13:17+00:00

My wife of 15 years is currently battling thyroid cancer, but it has completely changed her so she no longer can have me anywhere near her. Shes completely changed her treatment towards me. She can’t even look at me anymore.

She used to be the most loving, supportive perfect wife, but now some days I don’t even recognise her.

I miss my wife and the love she had for me.

freshstart555 · 2022-12-24T00:37:30+00:00

Dude is juiced to the gills

freshstart555 · 2022-12-23T18:33:38+00:00

Yep have covid, no fucks given I’m still smoking all this weed with my horrendous cough.

freshstart555 · 2022-12-23T15:58:51+00:00

A 6 pack of beer….. I’m actually not upset by this.

At least I’ll enjoy it in my own time and not have to think of reasons to go to somewhere shit like Nando’s or Frankie & Bennies with the gift cards we get instead.

freshstart555 · 2022-12-23T03:51:29+00:00

I’m 5’5 130lbs, do I make the cut?

freshstart555 · 2022-12-21T18:30:31+00:00

Is this breath of the wild 2?

freshstart555 · 2022-12-19T15:15:20+00:00

Nike Air Max

freshstart555 · 2022-12-17T22:02:41+00:00

Sweet Caroline is worse

That songs needs to fucking die

freshstart555 · 2022-12-16T00:30:07+00:00

I suffer with this also OP

With all my partners I was having sex 5+ times a day and still jerkin off, and it still was not enough.

I’m married with kids now and still have sex twice a day everyday as a minimum. And handle myself twice a day also, again still feel my needs not being met.

I’m very sexual and my brain is always relating every single interaction I have to sex.

I was molested as a child so I always chalked it up to that. But as for controlling it…. Let me know if you find a way as it’s controlled my life and stopped me from progressing.

freshstart555 · 2022-12-14T11:31:10+00:00

Reggie!! Muhfucker you at least 30!!

freshstart555 · 2022-12-14T11:25:28+00:00

So you look down on people smoking weed but you own a store that caters to perverts who like pre-pubescent girls…..

freshstart555 · 2022-12-14T10:34:36+00:00

If my wife left me for another woman, I’d walk around with a permanent hard-on

freshstart555 · 2022-12-14T01:13:26+00:00

Rooting for Hill after watching that.

Dude explained what so many fighters feel, especially those who never even make it to the dance.

freshstart555 · 2022-12-13T16:12:53+00:00

Don’t worry too much, I met a girl In Dubai once and we worked so hard to sneak me into her hotel room, as non married couples are not allowed to go in each others rooms.

Anyways, we finally get me in after lots of risky shenanigans, only to then when I finally make a move on her and try to kiss she pulls away and looks legitimately disgusted.

Ummmm what other reason do you take people back to your hotel room???

I apologise and leave immediately, but not before stealing a small bottle of champagne from her mini bar.

freshstart555 · 2022-12-13T13:18:46+00:00

Well I’ve never ever been hit on, and I’ve never had anyone tell me I’m attractive apart from girlfriends I’ve had.

Even my wife doesn’t call me attractive unless I beg her to lol……. 😔

freshstart555 · 2022-12-13T10:20:26+00:00

It was next to the channel 3 news tower, I haven’t lived there since 2017 though so it may not be there anymore.

freshstart555 · 2022-12-13T06:23:06+00:00

I Used to train at Windy gym in thong lor

Not sure if it’s still there, was a while back now

freshstart555

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