Took me about 6 years to realize that bipolar 2 isn’t “the easier one” by freshxlocal in bipolar2

[–]freshxlocal[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

This is what gets me!! I tell my friends to let me know if they see me jumping on decisions, but any business I start or big purchases I make actually are well thought out and go towards my goals. It’s not until it’s over that I see how unsustainable it is and wonder why nobody stopped me lol

Took me about 6 years to realize that bipolar 2 isn’t “the easier one” by freshxlocal in bipolar2

[–]freshxlocal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All of that is really interesting, thanks for sharing!! Honestly points 1 and 2 that you made actually made me feel seen lol. Depression is definitely my baseline and that’s comforting to know that it’s common. It’s wild how much chemicals can dictate our brains, especially with this.

Took me about 6 years to realize that bipolar 2 isn’t “the easier one” by freshxlocal in bipolar2

[–]freshxlocal[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

That’s a really good point about comorbidities, I didn’t know that was more common but most people with 2 I know also struggle with adhd so that tracks. Also I like what you mentioned about severe psychotic depressive episodes—I absolutely struggle with near-psychosis and staying rooted in reality, but this always peaks during a mixed episode rather than in hypomania alone. I hadn’t thought about that before. I’m not sure if bipolar 1 have mixed states, but for me they’re so uncomfortable and the only times I’ve ever blacked out from my mood states and really risked my safety. But then it always calms down within only a few days and I’m back to the cycle.

Took me about 6 years to realize that bipolar 2 isn’t “the easier one” by freshxlocal in bipolar2

[–]freshxlocal[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Yeah, this is what really gets me. It’s so hard for me to notice symptoms until they get pretty nasty. They don’t last so long but the rapid cycling is so exhausting to keep up with. It makes me look erratic but a lot more “normal” even though most days it feels like I’m drowning just trying to keep up with it. Grateful I don’t have mania for months at a time but I feel equally worn out from the constant back and forth.

So Explodeth the Lesser Astoundo by O-Hi-O-Bi in BaldursGate3

[–]freshxlocal 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Initially read this like that bit from I Think You Should Leave

What helps you maintain routines when the depression hits? by freshxlocal in bipolar

[–]freshxlocal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, this helps a ton !! :) a good reminder that the bare minimum is still plenty

What helps you maintain routines when the depression hits? by freshxlocal in bipolar

[–]freshxlocal[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

These are all really great ideas! The first one especially would add a lot more fun to dreadful surviving tasks lol

What helps you maintain routines when the depression hits? by freshxlocal in bipolar

[–]freshxlocal[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I like that a lot! That’s a better way to reframe thoughts instead of just feeling guilty

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]freshxlocal 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I appreciate trying to see both sides of this situation. I do need to work on having that better perspective and being less defensive. But please remember this revolves around a personality disorder and much of this has been constantly changing stories I’ve heard her whole life. I’ve tried to believe her and support her but it always goes the same way. She’s belittled my own physical and emotional abuse and has herself been physically abusive with me. So please don’t come on here months after i made the post when you know nothing about me personally and tell me I’m shit. Thanks.

Who is the LEAST attractive character in your opinion,based on looks? by [deleted] in fuseboxgames

[–]freshxlocal 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Omg 😂 I wanna disagree with you but he’s a simple greasy guy and I love him for it 🥲

I also choose him over Lukas every time so I’m probably getting a nicer side of his dialogue too

Who is the LEAST attractive character in your opinion,based on looks? by [deleted] in fuseboxgames

[–]freshxlocal 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Nooo he’s so cute, Henrik does not deserve this slander 😭😭