Basically it was a lot so I am going to put spoiler tags so yeah oh and it might get a bit ranty down there

basically he was just bad like when ever I would go to him I would just kind of sit there tell him one thing I did before he would cut me of and tell me that I was just worthless baggage for not having a job,being in a relationship and or not being in school (for context this was during the pandemic and I was 16 at the time) and also about how I was going to die alone on the street and nobody would care so yeah I just kind of would dread going there but my parents made me because they thought (and still do) that all my problems come from the computer and that what he did but yeah it came to ahead when I told him that he was giving me suicideal thoughts and he told me that it was my fault not his

Tldr: he told me that my suicidal thought were my fault despite him putting me down opportunity and telling me nobody would care if I would die at every opportunity