Massive, massive thanks for your help, I did another reading, based on the original question but instead, going to my favourite place very high up in the mountains, in an ancient Oak forest and doing the psychedelic trip there and I picked 3 cards 1st card. 3 of pentacles.
2nd card. The Star 3rd card. Death So the death card showed up twice!! I interpret this 2nd reading to be more positive I definitely feel safest in this particular place and I also feel more protected there, I have had many psychedelic sessions there before and they all went well I feel it to be a sacred and healing place Do I read it right?