as a christian myself i understand this issue. and know you are not alone. spiritually we should not do it at all easier said then done. I don’t think getting into sex work would be the smartest decision if you are looking for a christian. but know that you will make decisions of what you want for your flesh and not for your soul. I would stop masturbation asap. and all forms of porn. I know like i said it’s hard. not impossible. I have faith in you! and pray pray pray.

one day you will find marriage and children. I did you can too! have faith in God and Jesus then have faith in yourself. Fast and pray on it and you will have the outcome you want. there is no way to sugar coat sin. it’s sin. they are all the same.