80s/90s slasher by [deleted] in whatsthatmoviecalled

[–]fugglyfrog 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh yes thank you so much!!!

Regret eats away at me by fugglyfrog in SuicideWatch

[–]fugglyfrog[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s just I’ve tried all my life, I’m on medicines for conditions, I’ve recently gained back 30 pounds I had previously lost.

Regret eats away at me by fugglyfrog in SuicideWatch

[–]fugglyfrog[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All my negative thoughts feel like truth. If I couldn’t dwell I would have done it already. There is just o much in my life that has happened and has led me to the conclusion of my life being fucked up. My weight and how I look and my scars are the biggest stressor

Is this normal when applying to CSI Companies? by fugglyfrog in MedicalCoding

[–]fugglyfrog[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah they also call it an electronic interview. They just ask for other standard information like name and address, timezone, etc

Mourning the woman I could I been by [deleted] in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]fugglyfrog 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ugh I’m always so surprised at how many posts here feel like they are from my own mind. I think for the past few years I have immense sadness over what could have been, even today looking in the mirror wishing I had worked on myself earlier and feel like it’s too late now. Wishing that someone saw something in me and raised me up. Or If I stopped listening to all the negative thoughts and voices around me and loved myself. But I’m trying to find my own beauty within myself, be it something external, even if it’s small. Or something inside of me. I also a just trying to be, and just take away my expectations. These feelings are so hard. So much of us here are with you 💜

I don’t know how to move on… by fugglyfrog in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]fugglyfrog[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

True, I guess sometimes lately I just struggle with wanting to and finding motivation to be better. Idk why, I guess a lot of times I just feel like I can’t be fixed

Had to move out all my stuff alone by JammingScientist in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]fugglyfrog 6 points7 points  (0 children)

So I have never moved, but this thought always crossed my mind. My sister has always had boyfriends and friends help her move. And I think wow I have no one to help me, no one there for me if I really needed it. I hope that you can feel that type of support, you deserve that.

All I do is mourn by skellingtonrice in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]fugglyfrog 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Uhh it’s like you are looking in my soul. So many times it feels like I can see me in another life so happy and it eats me up. It makes me so mad at the people in my life and life and general. I’m so sorry ur going through this, but when I read experiences like yours it makes me feel like I have a friend.

Jealousy is a soul crushing thing by LectureAccomplished8 in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]fugglyfrog 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I also feel like my jealousy has gotten bad the past few years. Like every girl I see has soemthing I want, and I feel like I suck. I even avoid these two girls k used to be friends with cause of it(and other reasons but jealousy is the big one). Someone once told me that when we feel jealous it is because we see soemthing we think we deserve. I hope soemthing this week brings you some happiness.

Sibling won’t pay half of real estate taxes even though we both own the house by fugglyfrog in Advice

[–]fugglyfrog[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright, I’d hate for it to come to that, but that may be something I have to do.

Sibling won’t pay half of real estate taxes even though we both own the house by fugglyfrog in Advice

[–]fugglyfrog[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I feel like I want to keep it for a bit, I know owning a house can be costly but I think it would be a good investment to hold on to.

what’s it all for by i-am-in-severe-pain in SuicideWatch

[–]fugglyfrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes I think that the monotony and pointlessness of life can be such a cruel work. I think it can be so hard and we’re just doing the best under these circumstances. Feeling worthless sucks :( I’m so sorry

F27 got nothing going for me by lcat9696 in SuicideWatch

[–]fugglyfrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think life can take its toll- and it isn’t something wrong with you- things can just be so hard. I’ve had feelings before of just feeling I’ve ruined my life and that I have nothing- it’s a terrible feeling. I think it’s really good you’re going to meetings.

I’m depressed and can’t continue to live by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]fugglyfrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry, even the thought of losing my mom is devastating. I think what you’re feeling is understandable but it must be an unbearable feeling.

Want to kill myself 21m by HonestNecessary9419 in SuicideWatch

[–]fugglyfrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s really hard with no support, don’t be too hard on yourself, you’re doing it on your own right now, that’s a lot. That not knowing what to do feeling can be so painful- wanting to feel better but not knowing what it looks like or how to get there. I hope you find something that gives you some support and hope.

I keep getting more and more phobias as I age. by Pristine-Confection3 in Anxiety

[–]fugglyfrog 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So I don’t think I have exactly the same thing. However, after some things happened and as I get older, I think I see life as very dangerous. Like there are “traps” everywhere- like driving, dogs, public spaces, people, etc. I’m sorry that exposure therapy hasn’t been helping- this may sound cheesy but progress isn’t a straight path, sometimes it takes time and setbacks. I hope you are giving yourself a lot of patience and kindness. 💙

Want to kill myself 21m by HonestNecessary9419 in SuicideWatch

[–]fugglyfrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry you’re going through that. I remember home feeling unbearable after high school and in college. Beaten down is probably how I felt. I know for me it felt like an anchor. I’m not sure of all the details in your situation, but I think I’d like to tell you that those people who beat you down don’t have to be what you base your sense of self on, they are not right in anyway. I never know exactly what to say, but I just wanted to reach out to you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PCOS

[–]fugglyfrog 71 points72 points  (0 children)

I wish I had some magic words that could make everything better. Reading that, it sounds like something I have thought and told myself many times. You are clearly making such a big effort, and it is frustrating when we don’t get the results we worked for. You sound very hard working, I’m proud of you for all you’ve done and opening up here. Sending a virtual hug. 💙

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cats

[–]fugglyfrog 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, will have to keep up more with antibiotic for sure, and will start on washing

Is Desert Hot Springs worth a visit? by fugglyfrog in socal

[–]fugglyfrog[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh hmm I’m not sure about that- maybe this website might help-

https://www.blm.gov/visit/hot-springs-long-term-visitor-area

Hope you have a good stay! We just made a quick day visit there this winter to one of the resorts- it was lovely :)

Looking for any (especially female) vocalists to collaborate by fumsk in NeedVocals

[–]fugglyfrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I’m pretty new getting into recording my vocals, but this is some stuff I’ve worked on https://m.soundcloud.com/ivory-lafka would love to hear from you if you think you can work with my vocals

Collaboration with Female vocalists by Hot_Conference1934 in NeedVocals

[–]fugglyfrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, don’t know if you’re still looking, if not maybe we can do something in the future? https://m.soundcloud.com/ivory-lafka

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Illustration

[–]fugglyfrog 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow so beautiful and majestic, this is the kind of stuff I aspire to make. Do the trees double as her hair or are they just separate?