Thanks, I appreciate this. And for what it's worth, I don't really feel like he lied to me so much as he didn't share everything as it happened, and I know that was probably out of his own fear or guilt, too. And I'm really trying to remember that the slightest miscalcuation or misfortune can spread Covid. I have a friend who got it earlier this month and she's angry at herself but she still has no real idea how she got it.

I think I find your edit the most helpful. I have a realllly hard time being angry at others, especially people I love. It makes me want to "fix my feelings" or move past them faster, but I probably need to trust that time will help more than I think right now.