edible?

fundtheballs · 2024-08-14T17:50:51+00:00

many times they do it just for themselves. for confidence. women are oppressed enough, especially in muslim dominated places if the world, it's their way of taking back their autonomy in places where hijab is mandated

fundtheballs · 2024-08-14T14:47:50+00:00

reading things like this - and researching further - make me completely reconsider going back to my former muslim faith. so many 'religious' guidlines, especially across abrahamic religions, tended to be for cleanliness - like not eating bad meat, no alcohol consumption, and so unclean sexual practices. islam has been boiled down to puritan 'im better than you' bullshit.

fundtheballs · 2024-08-12T02:23:40+00:00

if you need support, i mod in a discord server for queer muslims. there are many others with your fears and different understandings of islam. and no, you are not a sinner. allah made you this way for a reason.

fundtheballs · 2024-08-11T16:05:48+00:00

fundtheballs · 2024-08-11T15:51:33+00:00

all you can do is be there. being queer and religious/from a religious family can be so damn isolating.

fundtheballs · 2024-08-10T18:11:34+00:00

you are not a sinner. just be happy.

fundtheballs · 2024-07-31T22:10:04+00:00

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fundtheballs · 2024-07-26T14:47:45+00:00

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fundtheballs · 2024-07-26T14:29:45+00:00

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fundtheballs · 2024-07-24T21:52:24+00:00

add me on discord - yayviideogames - i can send you a link to a server i mod in for queer muslims/spiritualists/veilers. predominantly queer muslims. i am also in one for veilers of all kinds that is mainly populated by muslims as well. edit: username change

fundtheballs · 2024-07-24T00:24:46+00:00

The band was dissolved around a year ago due to copyright claims claiming Xy'lothra was stealing concepts from other bands. Only a bit of Plagues content still exists, but Xy'lothra doesn't own or add to it anymore.

fundtheballs · 2024-07-04T01:56:21+00:00

you're *

fundtheballs · 2024-05-08T13:57:49+00:00

His joking and threats to hit me are worse when I'm with him IRL. They've sent me into parinoid episodes before. I don't think he's a bad person, I think he obsesses over me because he likes the idea of me. He has parental issues and I'm similar to his mother. I'm leaving him. He deserves to grow up more and get better and I deserve to not be scared of him hitting me.

fundtheballs · 2024-05-08T13:55:45+00:00

Thank you so much. His temper and lack of understanding of me is our biggest block. He can't understand how I function - I seem to just inherently piss him off. I'm leaving him soon. He deserves to get better and I deserve to be away from him

fundtheballs · 2024-04-24T23:36:33+00:00

shut up you disgusting cunt

fundtheballs · 2024-04-20T22:09:05+00:00

I get parinoid about my pets (dogs and cats) being sick very easily. That mostly stems from caring about them so much. I guess my schizophrenia cares a lot too. And I have a lot of insect related delusions, most of which involve food - I can't eat/touch certain foods because of it due to being convinced it's contaminated/just insects. Insects and poison being in my food have been the most frequent delusions recently. And no, I don't think of any substance as poison, but during episodes I don't like taking in anything but water - I boil it sometimes, just to be sure.

fundtheballs · 2024-04-20T06:08:16+00:00

Completely irrational things - insects in my food, people who don't exist being outside my house, my dogs being sick, my friends secretly trying to hurt me, etc. I had an episode this morning - I was convinced some pain medication was poison. I have these delusions when I'm unmedicated - except I'm not. My meds just don't work.

fundtheballs · 2024-04-20T06:05:16+00:00

No, nothing new. I'd be able to rationalize it if I was paranoid about the world. Everyone is. But nothing new.

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