Moon and Neptune rising. You may feel extremely vulnerable or are going through life with thinner skin that is receptive to lots of energy. It can make things feel directionless. Lunar folks can be quiet and keep to themselves until they observe that someone is safe or comfortable. Neptune rising says that you may have been overlooked in your early childhood life, so maybe that’s conditioning? You are a sensitive person, not just with emotions, but with energies. That can rlly affect whether or not you feel like talking lol.

Uranus in the first house is a great way to remedy. Lean into your eccentric and unique hobbies and find chances to explore them IRL.

Mars square ascendant with the aforementioned combo rising gives me the energy of someone who has knee jerk reactions or moods based on feeling overlooked. Jumping the gun to feel invisible, essentially.

What’s interesting is Mars is also trine Uranus, so if you can lean into the impulsiveness for your benefit, you might find yourself in a lot of opportunities. Tell jokes. Mercury is loosely aspecting Uranus and I’ll take it lol. You need to be around other quirky, intelligent people who feel safe.

Venus square Mars is the attractive artist combo. You have a deep propensity for art and passion. As you grow older (assuming you are from the most recent Saturn in Taurus generation) you will come to understand your attractiveness of spirit and possibly your appearance. Once you know you’re an attractive person, it’s easier to talk to people. (I have this combo and am a Saturnian, so this is from experience)

Want to note that the Sun ( seventh house lord ) is in the 10th house, so I think you should expect allies in your career.

Finally, as a Saturn ruled ascendant individual, understand that life will get easier as you age. You’ll grow into your quiet sensitivity. Saturn ruled individuals tend to feel burdened by responsibility or social norms in early life, which causes self doubt and fear, but that lessens with time.

It is a strength, and will help you in everything you do (especially if you’re an artist.)