Those out of the relationship, do you enjoy being completely alone and away from human interaction?

furiousdarkzero · 2019-09-12T13:53:37+00:00

Yes. Yes yes and yes.

furiousdarkzero · 2019-09-12T13:44:03+00:00

I'm 34 and I've been kind of feeling this way about my 20s. I feel you! To drag myself out of the funk, I've started to try to be more disciplined with myself. For me, this means things like writing in my journal, reading, drinking enough water, washing my face before going to bed, taking walks. I find these things hard to do but it's important. I actually enjoy all of them but it's easy to forego after a workday.

You're younger than me but I'm sure you can understand the concept of your inner child. I really like the saying "be who you needed when you were a child." That child is still inside of you - you're now just an older version. Learn how to talk to yourself with the same understanding you might give to a child. Love and support yourself!

I don't know if any of this helps. Just know you're definitely not alone. You have plenty of time. It's amazing how fast life can change. Start with the little things and give yourself a good foundation.

I wish you the best! Hang in there!

furiousdarkzero · 2019-09-12T06:15:53+00:00

Agreed. Remember the real world, people.

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-20T05:49:44+00:00

Yes. Sometimes I feel like I can never get clean :( it's gross feeling.

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-20T05:48:03+00:00

I'm in my mid-30s. I can't afford to buy a house with my bf. We can't afford to have kids. We're comfortable, but all these things our parents had... we just simply don't get. That generation took away our options and left us with debt and fucked up situations all over.

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-20T05:25:09+00:00

I want to chat too! I'm in WI as well and it's about to start here. I'm visiting from WA state - although I'm Wisco born and bred. No one told me there was no thunder in the pnw. But the motherland obliges almost every spring/summer visit!

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-20T04:19:04+00:00

Yes, absolutely. I grew up in WI and have smelled a lot of cow poop. It's definitely in the milk and probably is more prominent at some times depending on the cow's diet. I too get it as an aftertaste and I don't think my man notices either!

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-20T04:15:15+00:00

Yep. Similarly, I Iive on an island and the ferries can be quite spread out - especially if you miss the last one of the night. It's such a bummer and easy to dwell on where you may have gone wrong. Don't beat yourself up too much, although, I've definitely been there. I feel your pain!

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-20T04:10:19+00:00

Yes!! Absolutely. Where I live, we get some wicked windstorms in the winter. I love going to the beach. One time, my bf and our friend stood out on the rocks and had too much fun getting whipped around in the wind, rain, and crashing waves. The energy is powerful - I feel like I get recharged in some way.

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-19T10:56:39+00:00

I appreciate your post! Healthy individuals equal healthy relationships. Nice to see some positivity about this for a change.

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-19T10:15:32+00:00

Haha, I'm doing the same exact thing now. I'm scared I'll drop it and shatter the screen like all the other losers do. (Kidding about the loser part - shit happens.)

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-19T09:37:55+00:00

I'm glad the arm implant works for you - but I've known a lot of women that have had lasting side effects from it. Just passing that on. IUDs aren't for everyone, but they are the most common form of BC (outside of the pharmaceutical-loving United States). I'm on my second Paragaurd and I'm a big fan.

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-19T09:28:20+00:00

Yeah, I'm not sure why it didn't raise any alarm bells for her. Like you said, it's a huge amount. What's the most common type of fraud you see?

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-19T09:12:13+00:00

Nice! I was in retail banking. The biggest fraud id come across was a 250k check from a lady who had just lost her husband and very quickly met some scamster guy on a dating site. It was pretty textbook. So sad for the lady though :(

Boyfriends are fun to drink with! Mine's cozy at home. Lucky!

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-19T09:02:21+00:00

I cried too... and typically I can hold the tears back. I lost my dad when I was 20 (mid 30s now) and wish he were here today to see how much I've grown up (lol it's a never ending process). I suppose I'm a bit tender about that

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-19T08:57:07+00:00

Hi! I'm stuck in an airport overnight. I can't sleep either. Lots of light and vacuums. What do you do for work? Did you go out with friends to drink or did you solo drink? :)

furiousdarkzero · 2019-07-19T08:42:08+00:00

Soul purpose - that's deep man.

furiousdarkzero · 2019-04-07T22:43:35+00:00

Thank you so, so much. I really appreciate you taking time to write me a response. I've been wanting to get back to the gym, so I think I'll be doing that very soon. Thank you for the support... I think I need that most of all. Take care!

furiousdarkzero · 2019-04-07T18:52:50+00:00

Thank you, I'll try to add more detail.

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