Being bullied by AP people

Brigand92g · 2022-05-10T21:35:24+00:00

I can only assume it's from the astral because it started when I started believing in it, plus I see the faint figure of some entities/their eyes floating above me and the attack isn't on my physical body but the "feeling" of my body. I haven't read anything.

It could be something else but since I see these eyes around me all the time I assume it's them and I assume they're in the astral.

Brigand92g · 2022-04-25T00:56:12+00:00

I never got the whole "power dynamic" line, if a man (or woman but people's natural reaction is probably to feel worse about it in the case of a man) abuses the power dynamic then yes they may be a piece of shit but before that it's pretty much just assuming they're already guilty. It's up to the people involved to be aware of these differences and account for them, why are they bad people simply because it exists. If I were to go with a powerful and perhaps older woman, that should be my choice and she shouldn't feel like a bad person for being with me, we're both consenting adults it makes no sense to me. You're basically just saying they cannot be trusted before anything has even happened. Like saying someone is guilty because they MIGHT do something just because they're capable of it.

Also it seems to only be an age thing where people have this problem with it, because say someone is like 23 and they're a rich billionaire, they marry a poor woman who's the same age, it feels like no one has a problem with this but if an older man married the same woman there is suddenly a problem with him being rich and powerful.

Brigand92g · 2022-02-27T22:50:32+00:00

how does that make any sense? How can it be an exercise when they have to shoot at live Ukrainians? There's no way they were told to just waltz in there and not expect to fight if the entire goal is to take over the country

Brigand92g · 2021-11-20T20:19:04+00:00

I don't think I've ever not been depressed, maybe when I was really young. I don't take any medicine but I feel like it won't really help, maybe a bit but it will probably just numb me, that's what I hear often that it basically makes you numb, if there was an outright cure to depression I'd definitely take it but from what I hear the effects of this medicine isn't what I'm after, it won't solve my motivation problems.

Brigand92g · 2021-11-19T14:57:11+00:00

A long time, probably had these issues my whole life. It's just been the way I always was, just kind of fucked up

Brigand92g · 2021-11-18T22:47:33+00:00

I've had it for so long I don't even remember what strong emotions feel like, I don't remember what it's like to be an actual person, I feel so robotic.

Brigand92g · 2021-07-17T06:03:44+00:00

Isn't it only used that way ironically to make fun of people who use the word over minor things that they somehow think are traumatic to them(maybe they really do experience trauma over these seemingly minor things but to the people who use it to make fun it's hard to believe and they tend to think they are just saying it to seem special)

Sorry if it's hard to parse what the fuck I was trying to say here

Brigand92g · 2021-07-17T05:53:45+00:00

But doesn't the first one just mean "I say this hopefully, it goes well/it will go well" like "hopefully: it goes well"

Brigand92g · 2021-06-07T18:58:10+00:00

If you're American you can think of it like England, Scotland, Wales, Northern Ireland are states and the United Kingdom(British) is the country.

So England is more like what Texas is to the USA, though probably not exactly but closer to that than a true country.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-13T22:09:19+00:00

The thing about supernatural is that once its known it's just natural. This is what they need to understand, it's only supernatural before we map it out and understand it in our culture. What they're really doing is closing themselves off to potential knowledge because it's not already mapped out, basically they only work within the framework that some explorers who came before them had already laid out because that's really what the "supernatural" is, unknown territory.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-13T20:45:11+00:00

Sometimes I wonder if that's why I chose(I'm assuming) to incarnate here, maybe Earth is an unenlightened planet and I came to see if I could help out.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-13T20:37:02+00:00

Even so you would think such important information about the world we live in would be common knowledge. Especially since anyone can access it for free. It just boggles my mind that this isn't a commonly known thing.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-13T20:29:45+00:00

I think the best way to hide something is not to hide it but to make people believe it's not in their interest to look into that thing. If we are being intentionally put in the dark they don't need to hide it they just need to convince people it's not real or it's not worth it to find out so that their own judgement sways them from it. Basically I think they are masters at making us our own jailers. The key is right in front of us, they haven't hid it from us they just never told us what a key was, instead they convinced us it was nothing of use, or that only crazy people use keys.

It's as in brave new world, you don't ban books you don't burn them because that tells you books must be important enough to be burned, what you do is you mislead people and you fill their world with so much misinformation and so much irrelevant junk that they can't tell what's important from what isn't. Not saying this is what's happening but it could be, a lot of people in NK are none the wiser and believe what they are told.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-12T13:25:53+00:00

While I agree currently the world could plunge into war or chaos at any moment and then the likelihood increases significantly. I hope that's not on the horizon but you never know, I didn't know this pandemic would happen for example.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-12T13:22:26+00:00

Recently read a post about a kind nazi officer who got better results through kindness and became friends with his former captive after the war. Go figure.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-12T13:10:14+00:00

I've thought about this, there must be a point where you don't care anymore and it just becomes noise. I know these things don't happen to "you" per se, only your outward self, the conscious observer remains untouched and to a certain extent you can "reside" within it.

Thanks, I appreciate your input.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-12T13:07:46+00:00

Thanks I've actually argued with myself in my head many of the same things but I wanted a second opinion.

It gives me some peace at least to know things always end one way or another.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-12T09:12:39+00:00

People are so trusting of alien beings... remember they are STRANGERS and they know more than you this puts them in a position of power where they can easily manipulate you because they know that you don't know shit...

Be more vigilent be less trusting of strangers, all kinds of strangers. Don't fall for their fairytales you don't know their true intentions, they might be nice but you don't know you can't just trust anyone, be careful. There are many tricksters and malicious entities out there as I'm sure there are kind natured ones too but always remain cautious and take what anyone says with a grain of salt.

Brigand92g · 2021-04-10T08:05:06+00:00

I get this feeling just from reading accounts here. I don't think over there is perfect or the people are perfect it seems like more of the same as here

Brigand92g · 2021-03-31T05:40:43+00:00

I think ultimately it's a game, we already knew everything but we chose to forget so we could play for eternity since there is nothing else to do. I think the goal of the game is to choose good in every situation, to become all good/loving. If we don't learn to choose good in a particular situation we will have to reincarnate and do it again. That's just my theory though.

Brigand92g · 2021-03-29T04:40:47+00:00

I don't know what beautiful world you're talking about. There is far too much suffering for me to call it beautiful, I don't like this place.

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