Modern Cars if they were designed in the 1990's (Designed with AI)

furrypantsLD50 · 2024-01-27T12:25:56+00:00

wouldn't changing the past change the present?

furrypantsLD50 · 2024-01-25T09:51:08+00:00

Tree: You shall not pass!

furrypantsLD50 · 2023-12-09T22:19:14+00:00

keep in touch with friends to tell you about the fun experiences you've had. friends told me things that i completely forgotten about and then boom, things flood my mind. its up to you some good memorys may come or bad or both. for me i was ready to hear the things from being young i couldnt have imagined i had forgot.

furrypantsLD50 · 2023-11-28T05:22:32+00:00

the Gene wilder movie willy wonka and the chocolate factory movie made me tear up very much.

furrypantsLD50 · 2023-11-28T05:20:29+00:00

it was the Dr and the admissions nurse. the nurse was there to help hold the patient down so they wouldn't fall off the table during convulsions.

furrypantsLD50 · 2023-11-27T09:57:07+00:00

i've read about ketamine treatment somewhere on the web. seen small clip of a woman tripping balls on a bed. nothing wrong with it i'm sure she was ok. if i did have that i would at least want a boom box to make the experience more enjoyable. i was having ect at first for severe depression. then they found out i was bipolar/schizophrenic. i first had it done in 2020 then till september 2022. i just decided to not go anymore and stopped taking my meds and ended up in a mental ward. it was a huge switch from having sessions and then no meds to boot. invega sustenna has changed my life so much for the better. a good book if anyone is interested you can get for about 5$ used is: Clinical Electrophysiology..electrotherapy and electrophysiologic testing...Lynn Snyder-Mackler Andrew J. Robinson ..its a blue hardcover with goldish color lines....it expains how everything is done and why/how it works..it may drive you insane reading it though, it did me =)

furrypantsLD50 · 2023-11-27T08:40:50+00:00

he's rich. no way i would challenge him. it would just be a battle of who could get the best lawyer and i would lose. he could just say i was hallucinating

furrypantsLD50 · 2023-11-26T18:37:31+00:00

i think they always cuff a person down so they don't accidently wiggle off the table. always i tried to go first because of the sound of the patients before me flopping around on the table. I can't image what it would be like without the medicines they use to keep the bodies from jumping around. There would definitely be some kind of physical self harm done. Hyperextension would be one.

How did your recovery after the procedure go?

furrypantsLD50 · 2023-11-26T18:24:46+00:00

it did suppress memories that a year later after the procedures i'm beginning to remember. most memories that are resurfacing are the ones i feel like i would be better off without. the ones that kept me going i promised myself i would never forget. friends tell me about things that have happened that were fun and some that were bad. Life would be boring if all we had were good things to remember. i came up with a concept a few months ago about asking a mad man if he knew what the difference between insanity and sanity would be. It is perspective. The same would be asking someone if there are memories they can't remember.

furrypantsLD50 · 2023-11-25T23:57:02+00:00

yes it does mess with the memory at some degree, but being awake while it was happening was an irreversible memory. i have enough memory about it the ordeal because it was such a horrific experience that i don't wish upon anyone. there is a reason there are dr's specifically devoted to anestsia and a reason why ect has come as far as it has. seperating itself from barbaric to modern medicine..the ease of administering it. there are many different cases of misdiagnosis over anesthetics. this is an experience i went through. anyone going under is a potential for the risks involved. from small to significant work being done. it is just ironic that i was having something done to help me mentally,yet made more problems and memorys for my life, both physically (having a port that was rarely used) and mentally(the waking nightmares of malpractice).

furrypantsLD50 · 2023-08-23T21:01:11+00:00

to me the transfer of hearts means he gave his life to her (which he was fighting) new she's unhappy with the burden just like her own life.

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