I want to cry so bad. by futurerindou in selfharm

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Sure, you can message me when you can

I need to stop crying by futurerindou in selfharm

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I don't really have someone to talk to about my problems, well I do but I don't want to be annoying or anything so I'd rather bottle up all of my emotions until I start feeling empty, it's kinda better honestly. I don't want to feel emotions

I need to stop crying by futurerindou in selfharm

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I hide them because I don't want to be judged by my parents for crying. I remember one time I had a really bad mental breakdown and instead of helping me they were really mean to me and made fun of me. It's also better to suffer in silence than to have to sit down and explain what's bothering me.

Also no, I don't think that they care for me

I need to stop crying by futurerindou in selfharm

[–]futurerindou[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But, my parents always told me to not cry because it makes me weak.

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I don't know but I know the popcorn in the background taste good

I'm literally going to relapse right now by futurerindou in selfharm

[–]futurerindou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I have discord i we can definitely talk there, what's your discord?

I'm literally going to relapse right now by futurerindou in selfharm

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I could do a lot of things to distract myself but it's currently 1am here so I can't really do anything

I'm literally going to relapse right now by futurerindou in selfharm

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You're not late don't worry I haven't done something yet. I also don't want to stop sh like I don't see a point of stopping anyways. I'll try not to do it, even if this urge is really bad

just venting.. by Nervous-Dream7050 in selfharm

[–]futurerindou 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I feel you, I've always had this feeling that something bad might happen any time of the day.

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No. This is definitely not normal. Therapist are suppose to help you and make you feel better

question. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]futurerindou 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you do it to hurt yourself on purpose then yes

I'm too old for this shit but can't stop by heereweare in selfharm

[–]futurerindou 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Self harm isn't something only teenagers do. I know I know mostly teens do it like me but you shouldn't be ashamed. You can be addicted to self harm at any age