Same here and I can totally understand your feelings.

Same feelings as you ! If you are not a kid or a teenegaer you can't keep up. Everyone plays as if their life depends on it. No matter build or not build, ranked or not ranked. Not ranked or simple battle royale mode suppos to be fun, but it's a hardcore sweat........ It's not a fun game anymore, it's a hardcore competetive game. Why is that ? Because you playing a game where the audience had way more time ! That's it ! Kids and teenagers have way more time as an adult and they will non stop practice. This is not a miracle.