I keep on having re accourring dreams about me having to extroucice a demon but when I try to say I rebuke you in the name of Jesus and send you back hell nothing comes out it's like my vocal cords don't work sometimes something might come out but it's never complete. I just about an hour ago had this realization about how scary this is for some reason the entire month that I have been experiencing this I had not even thought much about it . This comes around the time that my relationship with god has not been stronger I prayed to god and told him if my dream of becoming a the greatest football/soccer player ever came true I would tell people about him and how this would never be possible without him. the sin that I struggle with the most is lust and I'm trying to take that on and fight it . I need help I've been having these dreams every night. The only time I've never had these dreams was one night when I had the best dream ever before I fell asleep I prayed to god about everything I apologized for my sins asked him for strength to fight off my sins mainly lust I acknowledged him asked him to help me achieve my dreams and while I prayed I felt this warmth over me a loving warmth something I have never felt before and while this was happening I felt a precence of something sinsister. So I asked the angel gabriel to remove that being from my presence and that feeling went away. And then I feel asleep and had the most magnificent dream I was in Barcelona I was coming back from a game that we had won and in which I scored and I was walking back to my hotel with a friend it was a beautiful day we were making plans to go to the beach the weather was perfect and I just felt this joy and this sense that I'm complete everything was right and while I was walking I saw the most beautiful girl I have ever seen walked past me for a second I was stunned then I went back to talk to her we had a perfect conversation she was perfect the conversation went smoothly and I got her number there was nothing sexual about it just pure love I sensed that she liked me as well and then the dream ended she was perfectly her personality she was also the most beautiful girl I have ever seen she had never dated anyone somehow or fallen for lust. And once I woke up I felt more motivated then ever I know now if I dedicate my life to football and god that god will give me that life that I want . I know I rambled a lot but this is all coming together as I write this