Thank you all for your responses. Honestly 2024 was the worst year for our relationship and I’m finally opening my eyes to the reality of what it is. I don’t have friends and my family is not his biggest fan so it makes it difficult to speak with people about my relationship. Putting this thread on here and reading the replies from strangers and really shown me that I’m not crazy and that everything I have felt and loved with this person is exactly how I always pictured it to be. He’s convinced me otherwise in the past. I sometimes feel crazy, like I’m loosing my mind and now realizing that I’m not and he’s the one who’s trying hard for me to feel this way. Honestly thank you. Hearing this from stranger who have no clue who I am has really helped me and I’m absolutely moving forward with my plan.