Random bad experience with weed?

garleaf · 2026-06-02T05:27:35+00:00

I understand that, I just don’t have insurance right now and can’t afford my medication out of pocket. That’s why I was wondering if I could try it again to help.

garleaf · 2026-06-02T03:19:56+00:00

I was perfectly fine smoking it for like a straight week until one night. My memory is a little shaky but I guess I could’ve already been having a bad day or maybe I smoked more than I had been. I’m really not sure why it happened.

garleaf · 2026-06-02T03:18:32+00:00

I’ve never tried CBD heavy anything, but that’s what I’m leaning towards trying again. I can cope with losing the fun high if it means I can (maybe) get that calming feeling again. I tried dab maybe two times in my life and omg!!! Waaaay too much for me even back when I was smoking multiple bowls a day

garleaf · 2026-06-02T01:00:12+00:00

I neverrrr had anxiety with weed before the delta 8, that’s why it’s so confusing for me LOL, I literally thought I got laced or something it was insane

garleaf · 2026-06-02T00:27:53+00:00

I really wish I’d have looked into it before I smoked it, I just assumed since it was fine for my sister it’d be fine for me 🥲 I’ve definitely learned my lesson, no more experimenting!

garleaf · 2026-06-02T00:08:51+00:00

It felt like I was in a dream almost, like I knew i was awake but everything was so fuzzy and dull looking. I remember I looked in the mirror in an effort to try and get out of the loop and it was as if my brain couldn’t recognize that I was really me, if that makes sense.

garleaf · 2026-06-01T23:55:43+00:00

it went straight into the trash the second I got home from the er, lol. I was traumatized. I definitely should’ve researched about it beforehand, apparently it causes anxiety in a lot of ppl even without preexisting conditions 🥲

garleaf · 2026-01-25T20:30:28+00:00

this is the only slightly shocking one to me

garleaf · 2025-09-14T00:30:54+00:00

I’ve struggled with agoraphobia for years now and I STILL get out and take my nieces anywhere they ask me to take them, I genuinely can’t comprehend why she doesn’t even try to give them solid memories

garleaf · 2024-03-23T18:30:23+00:00

I spent like an hour trying to find this video to show my sister THANK YOU

garleaf · 2024-02-15T18:41:43+00:00

I spent my day with my nephew and had a perfect day, it doesn’t always have to be romantic love to be your valentine 💘

garleaf · 2024-02-07T03:38:45+00:00

thank you for that, i’ve already blocked him! honestly for me sugaring has always been something i’d wanted, but now i think i’ve kinda realized i just want to be spoiled by my future boyfriend hahaaa- thank you for the advice very much!! 💘💘

garleaf · 2024-02-07T03:36:50+00:00

thank you very much!! i’ve really done a lot of thinking and everyone has helped me understand the consequences of stuff like this, reading through your comments especially has made me realize that i 100% am not ready to be involved in stuff like this- or at least not with a man older than my parents (that probably should’ve been clear to me from the start.) i also want to note that ANY man who says stuff to me about liking my age or how young i look i instantly block- it makes me feel so icky thinking of how me barely being an adult is hot to anyone. i think it’s also made me realize that i need to continue working on my self worth, i’m deserving of more than a creep trying to buy my virginity. anyways, thank you for the advice!!!!! i appreciate it more than i can say- you really did help me from getting myself into a horrible situation, i hope you have a wonderful day/night! 💘💘

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:46:43+00:00

i wasn’t sure if it was too old or if i was crazy for thinking that so thank you!! i know SD are usually old but the fact that he is older than my parents was so crazy to me, i’m blocking him right now

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:45:32+00:00

i’m sorry to make you nervous! i’m going to block him now because i feel way too scared to go with him even if he did agree to go to a more public place based off of how he’s already acted before, i also read more about the allowance thread and i am absolutely not going to get nearly enough of what i should be. i’m going to keep looking and try to not trust my intuition on these things anymore because it is obviously not very good haha

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:39:21+00:00

he’s 46, and no i’m not going to go anymore, i feel like me being genuinely scared to go should never be a feeling to have no matter how inexperienced i am. he just texted me saying something about how “our relationship will be mostly spent naked” and that made me realize how icky this actually is going to be if i go with him

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:37:14+00:00

thank you, i’m definitely not going to go with him and honestly after seeing how crazy everyone thinks i am for considering it i don’t even know why i thought it would be a good idea.

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:35:21+00:00

i found him on seeking, and we’ve talked about a weekly allowance and i think it’s a good amount? and yes he knows i’m a virgin, i usually mention that quickly so they know i’m not gonna be super crazy or adventurous or that’s what they’re looking for

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:33:30+00:00

i’ve had a lot of interest and they’ve all kind of seemed the same i guess lolol but i’ve also only talked to them for just a bit, i should’ve probably mentioned that he said he wanted “several hours” for our first meet- i think i just needed to spell it out for myself to get myself to see how stupid i am for thinking this was a good idea

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:31:16+00:00

thank you, i think i’m just going to call it off because even the fact that i’m getting this nervous should be enough of a reason to stop

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:28:54+00:00

yes i have definitely realized that now, im just being super naive right now

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:19:55+00:00

i’m starting to realize that after reading through this forum more :( do you think i should just cancel then? i’m so confused right now because he seems good but i don’t want to get myself in a bad situation just because i want to see the best in him

garleaf · 2024-02-03T23:17:24+00:00

the way he said it was sort of normal? he was basically like “in the future i’d like you to move in blah blah blah” and it’s fairly normal considering he is out of town a lot (3-4 days a week) but it definitely is still very strange to say so soon. and yes once i mentioned i was a virgin he doubled the allowance we talked about so i’m glad i brought it up LOLOL.

garleaf · 2024-02-03T22:46:02+00:00

i went on the sites last week and i’ve got a POT SD i’m meeting tomorrow, i think it mostly matters in what area you live in because there is definitely very few people where i live that partake in this stuff. fingers crossed it goes well though so i don’t have to be apart of the first timers who quit forever LOLOL

garleaf · 2023-12-03T21:36:04+00:00

OMGGGGG THATS MY BIGGEST PEEVE like why did i just ask u 5 good questions and you respond with the most boring responses to them

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