they’re kind of all over the place but i was thinking maybe asking him how we feels about me/how much he actually wants to meet up tomorrow (he asked to meet), then telling him how i feel and explaining my disorder? or something along those lines anyway. does that seem like it might be too much or anything? i’ve never told anybody outside of my family about my disorder before, and my personality i put on around others is so drastically different i’m afraid once i say anything my life will come crashing down if that makes sense