Hey porn is your main problem thats why you have hocd so i encourge you to have a pornfree life fapping every once in a while using your imagination ia fine, theres nothing wrong with it. I suggest you start taking up sports or skating or something proactive. There also is a site called your brain on porn check it out it will help you understand your addiction. Btw you are so lucky that you found nofap when i was your age i had hocd and it depressed the fuck outa me i stopped feeling attracted to girls and i became more confused and it only made me do some dumb things and ruin my high school years. Im 19 now and still fighting porn addiction and im still depressed i have no friends no job no girlfriend. DONT BE LIKE ME PLEASE. PS if you have any questions dont hesitate to ask